este fin de semana=

• the party with sandy sean and brian.
• THE CHEESE?!?!
• zombies.
• elbos.
• squishy face.

i'm pretty much back into hangout mode.

this past weekend was amazing and so much fun.
saw a lot of people i haven't seen way too long.
saw a few i'd rather not see, but it's ok and i didn't let it get to me.
patched things up with someone as well, if thats what you want to call it.
met a few new people.
hungout with some people i really love and ( Read more... )

i met butch last night. and got a kiss. and got hit on by some old dirty redneck guy at waffle house.

i smell like baby.

and have baby drool all sorts of down my shirt.

ender's real cute.

i love him. a lot. even when he's being fussy.

i also love my niece.

my older brother is going to build a cake tomorrow.

because he's mexican now.

he likes to switch it up and keep you guessing.

because he's 'incognegro'.

i also might ( Read more... )

thank you to everyone who has called/texted me to make sure emily and her family are doing ok.
emily still doesn't have power at her apartment and her parents don't have power
but as far as i know everyone i know down there is fine.
thankfully.

i'm so happy that emily's family is fine.
i've known them since i was 7 so they're practically my family ( Read more... )

( baby!! )

i'm a bit stressed out.

way over emotional.

real scared about how things are going to work out.

but somehow i'm lovin life right now.

it's been almost a year since i left for spain.

it was cool and rainy this morning like it was during my favorite section of the camino.

it made me want to walk a good 5-10 miles so bad.

and i couldn't.

i'm slowly realizing that every plan i come with to go back to spain wont be able to happen for at least a year or two.
i still have a lot of ( Read more... )

tomorrow=

• half day at work.
• two of my favorite people.
• fazolis.
• charlie.

i've been crazy for the past few weeks.

and will most likely continue to be crazy up until next week.

after years of not knowing what i wanted and then finally figuring out what i want all to realize that i can't have it pretty much sucks.

i'm not you and if i was i wouldn't be so cruel because waiting on love ain't so easy to do"