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[aingael]

I thought today would help, that it would help me start to get over it. I thought it would finally make it real, make it permanent and I could stop waking up every morning feeling like it was a bad dream and realizing all over again that it really was happening. I know he's gone, but I can't really grasp it yet. There's a hole somewhere in the

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[lomer]

I love you hon.

The reason I identified my dad's body was so it would be real for me and even then I kept waiting for him to call me or show up. Today was a step I didn't even know I needed in wrapping my head around this loss. I'm here for you though. Seriously let me know if you need something. Even if it's just someone to watch the kids for a few hours. If we're at rehearsal, Karen'll volunteer. Just let us know.

[aingael]

Thanks, Loren. This whole losing someone I love is new to me. I know it'll get better but it's still really difficult in the meantime. Having friends like you around definitely helps.