I thought today would help, that it would help me start to get over it. I thought it would finally make it real, make it permanent and I could stop waking up every morning feeling like it was a bad dream and realizing all over again that it really was happening. I know he's gone, but I can't really grasp it yet. There's a hole somewhere in the ( Read more... )

I'm a slacker. I have so many projects that I've started and never finished. And I really should finish them. I should create my photography portfolio and actively advertise myself. I should put together my website. I need to figure out the pattern for my corset and make it. I need to finish Ed and Tony's costumes. I really need to clean out ( Read more... )

So I was playing on youtube today and found this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-pLAgguBQ4. That's my sister's bestfriend from back home. I've known for sometime that she had an album out, but I didn't know that she had become so nationally known. Weird. She was just ( Read more... )

Omigod, I did it again. It's 1:30 AM and I am still awake. Why do I do this to myself? I'm averaging 6 hours of sleep a night with a baby break in the middle of that. My body and brain really need a full 8-9 hours to function properly, yet I continuously stay up late. I've even stopped taking naps hoping that I would become so exhausted that I ( Read more... )

Why is it that I always have so many offers from people to babysit, but when I actually need a babysitter everyone is busy? I'm not angry with said people, because I know very well what it is to have a busy constantly changing schedule, but it just seems that every time I have a night off, everyone else is busy. Curse you world and your silly ( Read more... )

I have wonderful, beautiful children.

Fiona Grace
Born July 28th at 12:31 PM
7lbs 11 oz, 20 inches long.

She decided she was tired of waiting and made her appearance rather quickly. We are home and doing well, but very tired! Forgive me if I disappear for a few days.

Thanks for all your well wishes!

Omigod I am so tired of being pregnant!!! Please, oh please, oh please let me go into labor immediately if not sooner. I never thought I would so desire a painful experience.

19 days until due date and counting.

Hey all,

my family and I are heading out to the bandshell around 3-4 tomorrow if any of you are interested in joining us for fun and fireworks. We usually bring snacks and games (Uno, Munchkin, football, etc) so bring some of the same and yourselves. Hope to see you there! Call if you plan on attending and we'll try to save you some room!

Help me out! I'm having a hard time deciding what to name our upcoming addition. Below is a list of names we are currently considering. No matter what the first name, the middle name will be Grace. What do you think of these names? Have a favorite? Or something bad you associate with one/some of them? Have any (serious) suggestions that are similar ( Read more... )