Favors

[ainjo17]

It's like I do favors for everyone but I never ask for a favor. I never get a favor back in return. It's like I do so much for everyone, but I get nothing back really. I use to think a simple thank you was enough, but over time I realized it wasn't. Hopeful, but nothing. Looking at something that isn't there. Having faith that one person might

Comments

[tally_ann]

i think i know how you feel...well sort of anyway. it's tough to get nothing in return for hard work or favors. and to be unable to find real friends, even though you're so nice and try so hard....i don't know, i've never figured it out either. it seems that those people who never do anything for anyone and aren't even nice have the most friends...but relationships like that, they're not real. they're not based on anything but a common desire to have fun and laugh at others. that's what i sometimes think.
and i also think that it's important to know how to say "no" to people...but it's so difficult sometimes =(
i love things that aren't real =) they give the best support + make us happy ^^

[ainjo17]

yeah it's tough, but even to the real friends it's hard because, well sometimes we're unlucky they are far away from us... but hey, the unreal things do make us happy haha, and we can learn from them.

[supahhbad]

...
what about...
me?

[ainjo17]

of course my cry wasn't about you my kostos, you're excluded from this because it's like you're the only one there =) it's just feels like everyone else is... ugh...