I talked to gray just now on the phone. I told her about my feelings, which means that I might be giving her the letter after all. I already saw that she's not concerned about it as much as I am. To be honest, I think it's just a waste of time, and I shouldn't really be stuck, I should just walk away from the useless feelings. It's very different ( Read more... )

 *takes a deep breath* Well things just looked sucky for me. Of course my life doesn't suck, I always say, it's the person that makes his life suck because they want to. But I don't understand why so much negative things people say about me. I can careless, but sometimes i get mad and strike back. I decided to devote myself more to God. Read ( Read more... )

It's like I do favors for everyone but I never ask for a favor. I never get a favor back in return. It's like I do so much for everyone, but I get nothing back really. I use to think a simple thank you was enough, but over time I realized it wasn't. Hopeful, but nothing. Looking at something that isn't there. Having faith that one person might ( Read more... )

Thought I'd share this with everybody. A Twilight parody I photoshopped. My version of the forbidden fruit hehe.


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A video I made early this year... hope you enjoy it lol

Sexy Can I... Strip?

Hello my few LJ friends hehe. I really haven't been on here lately. I've been working with my father in the West Hollywood area this whole week. He does maintenance and stuff like that, and I help him do that. It's not like a janitor thing or anything, but it is cleaning. Sometimes I think, and wonder how people judge me for some of the things I ( Read more... )

Hello my LJ friends =) Well I remembered I still had a glow stick lying around somewhere, and for awhile now I've been wanting to make a video of me sorta dancing. So I decided to make the video. Hope you guys like it. It's my goofy side haha, my rave ;)

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Comment and I'll give you a letter.
Then you have to list ten things you LOVE that begin with that letter.
Afterward, post this in your journal and give out some letters of your own.
I got the letter D from
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Enjoy!


Paramore - You Rock The Deuce - New Music - More Music Videos

How did I get here? How did I end up miserable? Why can't I find that special talent that makes me happy? That totally changes me and everyone around me. Why did I drop what I use to do? Why don't I practice playing my guitar or bass anymore? Why did I stop preaching when I was already getting good at it? Why did I stop talking to some of my ( Read more... )