The Deal 12./16. Part 1
the deal 12.
Akame, (Ryoda)
R; Romance, Humor, Angst, Friendship
Jin is a singer and he desperately needs a dancer for his upcoming show. Kame is a dancer and he has some trouble with bad guys. The two meet and hate each other but they have no other choice so they make a deal.
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“… and definitely not the reason why I fell in love with you.”
“What did you just say?” was all that Kame could whisper, eyes widening, staring at the singer in shock. ‘Did he say…? How…?’
Looking how Jin swirled his vodka around in his glass and drank it, Kame blinked a few times, finally letting a long breath out he had been holding. He had no idea what to say. He felt confused and a bit scared. Those were not easy words and he felt them making his heart heavy. He did not doubt that Jin was serious about it but he didn’t know how to react. If they were willing to cross that line, they could never turn back. They did cross a certain line, of course, even without talking about their feelings, even without confessing anything, but all that had happened between them didn’t seem so serious, he could think that having sex only proved that they liked each other, it was just physical. Attraction and nothing more.
But talking about love was an absolute different thing. It was something that Kame had never imagined to talk about with the older man and he had definitely no intention of feeling it. And it made Kame freak out. He was still struggling with those thoughts when Jin cleared his throat and made Kame look up.
Jin’s face was calm now, looking directly into the younger man’s eyes. His expression assured Kame that those words didn’t just accidentally slipped out of the man’s mouth. Jin said them because he wanted to and the boy couldn’t decide if the singer wanted him to answer. Anyway, he found himself unable to do so. He was just sitting there with his heart ramming furiously in his chest, breathing heavily and gaping, not sure if he would find his voice in the near future.
Jin smiled at him and slowly put his glass on the table.
“My turn. Answer this. Do you want me to kiss you now?” he said in a low tone and Kame looked at him again, surprised. He was still trying to convince himself to say something but then he gave up and raised his glass with a trembling hand to gulp down the liquid which burned his throat now.
“I take it as a ‘yes’.” Jin’s smile grew wider as he reached out over the table and grabbed Kame’s empty glass to place it on the table. He didn’t pull his hand back but seized the boy’s hand and Kame couldn’t even register what was happening when he felt himself being pulled towards the other and soon he was already sitting in Jin’s lap, with his legs placed on the singer’s each side.
Kame was staring into those tempting brown eyes so closely that it made him shiver and he felt Jin’s one hand circle around his waist while the other cupped his face and stroked it slowly. Jin pulled his head down and placed a kiss on his lips. The kiss was gentle yet so sensual that Kame melted into it immediately and he opened his mouth without thinking when he felt Jin nibble on his lower lip. Their tongues found each other and started to dance, still slowly and gently, trying to taste the other, before they pulled away and looked at each other.
Kame was still in daze and he had to turn his head away to be able to get a grip on himself.
“Jin” he whispered in a hoarse voice, trying to think of something to say. Jin had just confessed to him and he couldn’t let it be like this. It was not right. The feeling of happiness, that was welling up in his heart, was not right. It shouldn’t have happened.
“Jin…” he started again but Jin shook his head and brushed his thumb over the younger man’s flushed cheeks, then pressed his finger on the boy’s lips, making him unable to talk. Kame stared at him in confusion.
The singer licked his lips, a bit nervously as his smile faded a bit, as if he was afraid of hearing something he didn’t want to. “Don’t… don’t say anything, Kazu. Not yet.” he was almost pleading with his voice and begging with his eyes, making Kame fall silent.
Jin’s eyes were sad and happy at the same time and Kame was confused and ashamed because he couldn’t say those words so easily. Jin sealed their lips again in a heated and passionate kiss and Kame was surprised to taste something different, something he had never tasted before. The kiss tasted like love. Jin poured all his feelings into it and the way he tightened his grip on the younger man’s waist, pulling him closer was different too. It made Kame weak inside. It was so good, so warm and intense. He had never felt himself so loved.
Jin broke the kiss eventually and roamed his eyes over Kame’s features then smiled at him.
“Come on, let’s go to sleep. We have to wake up early.”
He stood up and pulled Kame with him, entwining his fingers around the boy’s slender ones. Kame pulled him closer by their hands and placed his head on the singer’s shoulder. Jin ran his other hand over the other’s back before he pulled away and led them upstairs.
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“Tat-chan, what do you mean it’s complicated?” Kame whined a bit too loud into his phone, making the people around him shooting death glares into his direction.
The airport was already crowded and after they checked in, Kame called Ueda to know what exactly had happened at the party the day before. But he was not that lucky. Ueda was stubborn and nervous and just kept stuttering into the phone.
“Tat-chan, you know that we’re going to Rome now and I can’t call you from there. So you better tell me now.”
Jin shot him a look then tugged on his sleeve, poiting to the other direction with his head. Kame followed him. “Jin, where are you running? Wait for me! Jin!”
Kame stumbled over his own feet while he was trying to keep up the pace with Jin who already reached the bar which was located at the other end of the airport.
“What the… Tat-chan, wait a minute!” Kame panted into the phone when he finally managed to catch up with Jin, who threw himself on a chair at the counter with a deep sigh.
“Jin, why were you running?”
The singer shook his head. “I just felt like it. You want something? We still have one hour.” he said a bit out of breath.
Kame sat down next to him. “Ehm… yeah, a coffee…. I’m here, Tat-chan.” he pressed his phone tighter to his ears and teared his gaze away from Jin who seemed a bit pale and sweaty. What’s with him?
“A coffee and a whiskey, please.” Kame heard Jin talking to the bartender and looked at the older one in disbelief.
“Wh… whiskey? Jin, it’s still morning. Why are you drinking whiskey?”
Jin laughed nervously and pushed his sunglasses on his nose to hide himself behind it. “I know but I just feel like it, you know…” and with this he gulped down the whiskey and asked for another.
Kame closed his mouth which he left open from the shock. “Tat-chan, I’ll call you back.” he ended the call and turned to Jin.
“What’s with you? You look terrible.” he reached out to touch the older man’s forehead.
“I’m fine, I’m fine.” Jin swatted his hand away immediately and drank his second glass in a blink of an eye. He was about to ask for a third one when Kame stopped him with his hand placed on the other’s arm.
“No, no, that’s enough Jin.” he examined Jin’s white face for a second then his lips curved into a smile. “Oh my god, you are afraid.”
“What????” Jin snapped at him, tapping his fingers on the edge of his empty glass. “What are you talking about?”
“You are afraid of flying.” Kame repeated, amused then burst out laughing. “Who would have thought that the famous idol, Akanishi Jin is afraid of…”
Kame was silenced with a hand pressed on his mouth.
“Don’t shout for god’s sake!” Jin hissed at him then he released the boy. “And… I’m not afraid, okay? I’m… just a bit nervous. I don’t like flying.”
“But Jin, how many times did you already take a flight? How come you’re still afr… nervous?” Kame chuckled.
“It has nothing to do with it. If someone doesn’t like it then it can’t be changed so easily. But don’t worry.” Jin said and wiped the sweat off of his forehead. “I can handle it. I always need a drink before boarding then I’m okay. Really. I’m going to be fine.”
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“Did you hear that? Something’s wrong with this plane!!! Did you hear that noise? It’s not normal, Kame. Did you hear it?”
“Jin, calm down for heaven’s sake. There’s nothing wrong with the plane.” Kame said for the nth time as he was trying to free his hand from Jin’s death grip. “Jin, I can’t feel my fingers anymore. Do you think you can loosen your grip a bit?”
“Ah… sorry, sorry.” Jin said and loosened his grip but in the next moment the plane shook sightly and the singer squeezed Kame’s hands even more forcefully than before.
“AHHHHH!!! JIN!!!!”
“What was that? WHAT WAS THAT???”
“Just turbulance, Jin. It was nothing.” Kame whined, still struggling to get his hand free then he shot a look at Jin who looked like he was going to faint in any minute. Kame softened at seeing the fearful expression on his face and his tensed body which Jin pressed firmly into his seat. “Hey… it’s going to be okay.” he stroked Jin’s arm with his other hand.
Jin didn’t seem to be convinced and just stared back at him with wide eyes. “I don’t want to die like this.”
Kame fought back a chuckle. “You’re not going to die, Jin.” he said, then turned to the stewardess who passed them. “Excuse me, miss, can we have a glass of whiskey?”
The young woman nodded, smiling and walked away.
“I thought you don’t want me to drink more.” Jin pressed the words through his lips, pinching the bridge of his nose.
Kame chuckled. “Yes, but I didn’t know you’re afraid of flying THAT much. And I’m not worried since you will throw it up in the moment we arrive, anyways.”
Jin groaned and took the drink the stewardess handed him. “If I survive this flight, I want to make love to you non-stop in the next three days.”
Kame blushed and hit Jin’s arm playfully. He turned away but looked back when Jin pulled him closer by their connected hands. “I’m serious.”
Kame’s face turned even redder. “Yeah… yeah… ok.”
Jin smiled. “You said ‘ok’, remember that.” he exclaimed but the next moment his expression changed. “Did you hear that noise? What was that?”
Kame giggled and stroked the singer’s arm reassuringly.
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Kame was staring at the view through the window. The lights of Rome were beautiful. Jin’s apartment was small but cozy and it was a pleasant change for Kame after living in that luxorious house in Tokyo.
The apartment was taken care of, it was obvious. It was clean and neaty and neither the old furnitures nor other belongings were removed. There were several pictures of Jin and his mother on the shelves in the living room. The only place where there were no pictures was Jin’s bedroom.
Kame jumped when a pair of arm circled around his waist.
“God.”
“Sorry.” Jin chuckled into his ear and trailed his lips along the smooth skin of Kame’s neck. The younger boy jumped away.
“Jin… your hair is still wet.”
The singer laughed and Kame turned around to see him only half-naked, with a towel around his waist. Not only his hair but his whole body was covered with water drops, slowly rolling down on his bare skin and Kame gulped.
“That’s because I just stepped out of the shower.” Jin answered and pulled the younger boy closer to his body.
“Jin… are you sure you’re feeling better? You still look a bit pale, you know…” Kame muttered with difficulty because Jin’s lips were back on his neck, licking and sucking his skin.
“Are… you… ah… okay?” the younger man managed to moan, closing his eyes as Jin bit his neck gently. But then he tensed when Jin pulled away abruptly. Kame opened his eyes and saw Jin standing in front of him, with his head hung low.
“I’m not… really… okay.” Jin mumbled.
Kame immediately stepped closer and cupping the other’s face, lifted it up, looking at him worriedly. “What? Are you feeling dizzy?”
He stared into the singer’s eyes when he got suspicious.
“I am.” Jin said then smirked. “But I know what can make me feel better.” and the next moment Kame found himself lying on the bed, Jin hovering above him, his hands on Kame’s chest and his lips soothing the younger man’s neck.
“Ah… damn you…” Kame moaned. “You are really an actor.”
Jin chuckled, sending hot breaths into the boy’s ear who shivered at the sensation and threw his head back. Jin’s hands found his buttons and when he managed to undo the last one he bit Kame’s earlobe gently. Kame cried out and pulled his arms out of the shirt which landed somewhere on the ground. He gasped when his chest made contact with Jin’s wet body but it was surprisingly hot and Kame could feel his whole body heating up.
They had sex for several times already but the reason why it felt so damn good each time was beyond Kame. Jin had never done it with a man before, but always managed to find the way to give Kame so much pleasure that it was almost unbearable. Like now, when the older man’s lips wandered lower, licking his way down on the boys chest, circling around his nipple and teasing it with his tongue and teeth.
Kame moaned loudly, his hands instinctively raised, his fingers digging into the other’s hair. Jin continued his ministrations while his fingers ran over Kame’s stomach. With his other hand he unbuckled the boy’s jeans and pulling it down along with the boxer he freed Kame’s half-erected member.
With a quick movement Jin threw the towel away which had been covering his naked lower part and rubbed his length to the boy’s. They both moaned and Jin kissed the same path he had licked before on the other’s chest, making it wet again. His lips travelled up to Kame’s neck and when he reached the soft lips, he kissed him forcefully and passionately. Kame’s breathing was already heavy and the kiss made him dizzier and left him panting and wanting more. His fingers were still entangled in Jin’s hair and the other found its way to the other’s neck, pulling him closer for another hungry kiss.
Jin moaned and his arm sneaked beneath the slender body, tightening around it. “It… looks… like… you’re enjoying… this.” he breathed between their kisses, making Kame blush and break the contact.
“Oh don’t pout.” Jin placed butterfly kisses all over the boy’s face and returned to his lips, kissing him again. “I’m… not… complaining.”
Kame smiled into the kiss and couldn’t suppress a moan when Jin sucked on his lower lip, sweeping his tongue over it, while he grinded his hips to Kame’s.
“Oh, god… ah… Jin…”
He felt himself hardening completely and wanted nothing more than to feel Jin inside him. The older man seemed to read his mind when his hand reached out to find the lube on the nightstand he had placed before.
“You… you have already planned…. this…” Kame panted.
Jin smiled against his lips. “I told you, didn’t I? We survived the flight, so I’m going to make love to you non-stop while we are here.”
Kame didn’t know if he should feel happy or scared of that but he couldn’t think about it anymore when Jin’s lubed finger entered him. He let out a moan, his fingers tightening around the singer’s locks and Jin moaned as well. Partly because of the tight grip pulling his hair but mostly because of the feeling around his finger. It was enough to make him so aroused that he could barely hold himself back to push into Kame and take him then and there without any further preparation.
But the last thing he wanted was to hurt Kame and he enjoyed the sight of the boy shivering and moving under him, while moaning in pleasure. It was a wonderful feeling that it was him who made Kame feel this way.
He pushed another finger in while he kissed the boy, nibbling on his lips and Kame’s hand slid on his back and pulled him so close that the heat radiating from his body made Kame feel extremely hot.
“Jin… enough… I want you…”
Jin stopped his movements and he looked at the boy’s flushed face, which was so beautiful with the sweat drops rolling down his temples and his features reflected so much pleasure that Jin thought he could come only by watching his face for a little more.
He slowly pushed into the tight hole and felt Kame’s body tense under him, his nails digging into the older’s back. He stilled and kissed Kame gently before his lips wandered down on the younger man’s neck and reaching the crook of neck.
“Ah... Kazu, you feel so good.”
Kame closed his eyes, shivering slightly then wrapped his legs around the singer’s waist, signalling him to move. Jin pulled out then slowly pushed in again, muffling his moans into Kame’s neck, burying his head there. His hand caressed the younger’s arm and chest before he brought them back under Kame’s back again, hugging him tightly. Kame moaned when his length was rubbed between their bodies and when Jin quickened the pace he bit the other’s shoulder at feeling the friction. He could feel the tension building up in him and he moaned continously, unable to hold himself back anymore.
It was so good to feel their bodies connected to each other in the most intimate way and it made both of them crazy as they moved in sync to reach their peak. Jin’s pants grew louder, sending hot puffs of air into Kame’s ear and it made him feel near the end.
“J-Jin… ah… faster…”
Jin obeyed and Kame cried out when he felt a certain spot inside him being hit. And the feeling was enough to send him over the edge and he shuddered, calling out Jin’s name loudly. His walls tightened around Jin and with a few more thrust he climaxed too, spurting his seeds inside the warm and tight hole.
His head was still buried in the younger boy’s neck and while he was hugging the slender body tightly, he mumbled something but his voice was muffled so Kame couldn’t understand it.
“What?” he asked, still panting heavily and raised Jin’s head to look into his eyes.
The singer seemed to be still in daze, his eyes were cloudy and he was still breathing hard.
“What did you say?” Kame repeated his question and stroked his fingers over the other’s face. Jin opened his mouth but didn’t say anything and he looked away, pressing his lips together.
“Jin…”
The singer was still quiet and he seemed embarrassed.
“What is it?” Kame started to feel uneasy about the weird expression on the older man’s face but Jin just shook his head and his arms trembled as he was trying to steady himself.
“Hey, come here.” Kame pulled him down and made him lie on the bed beside him. He circled his arm around Jin’s back then brushed through his wet hair. “You look tired. Are you okay?”
Jin nodded silently and wrapped his arm around the boy’s waist to pull him closer. Kame tried to look into his eyes, but Jin avoided his gaze and closed his eyes. Kame gave up and closed his eyes as well, wondering what caused the sudden change in Jin’s behaviour.
His hands were still stroking the singer’s locks when he heard that Jin’s breathing became slow and even. He softly pecked the man’s cheek and soon fell asleep, too.
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