why don't i ever learn. no matter how perfect something may seem it always falls apart. no matter how many times i apologize i cant take back what i do wrong to people. no matter how hard i try i cant make everything work out the way it should. it's not that it's my fault or anything, i just dont have the power to do anything about. it's the ( Read more... )

Let me tell you some good things ( Read more... )

seriously, i am having somewhat of a winter withdrawal. like i want it to be cold, not freezing, real bad. and i want to go out in that cold and have drinks with my friends...or just go sit outside of a friends house....or on their roof...and just hang out enjoying the cold, and not freezing, weather (and prob with some drinks). and i want o talk ( Read more... )

it just dawned on me as i was browsing myspace that i dont see alot of people anymore. i mean i havent been big into partying hard for a while now...but like i just dont see people. it's weird. i see lindsay, of course. and i see my band. and i see brian muller. and i see the people i go to school with. i miss jenn and cindy and megan and ( Read more... )

so i'm back in school mode hardcore. no job. just music. we were supposed to play our first show last night as the opening act for a Drive-Thru band called Self Against City. it was cancelled and that sucks. but what can ya do. next show is on the 25th at the Big Top ( Read more... )

just got home from greg muller's bachelor party thing. he had a simple at home one. it included good compny booze, boiled shrimp, poker, and of course plenty of porn provided by jerry muller. needless to say it has been an interesting past few hours. MAE and the New Amsterdams were amazing the other night. lindsay had a great time...which is ( Read more... )

why does being upset keep me from functioning. i feel so worthless when i'm upset. everything seems to come back and hit me in the face. everyday i try to better myself. everyday i try think of a new surprise. everyday i try to learn a new song. everyday. i'm giving all of my time to too many things and it's wearing me down to nothing. i dont know ( Read more... )

got my Mac today. holy shit this thing is crazy. this whole not windows thing is gonna take a getting used too. but so far so good. we're gonna make some beautiful music together. flickerstick tomorrow...should rock hard like usual. wont be the same though ( Read more... )

ever really want to apologize for something but were sooooo mad when you did the bad thing that you still feel wrong apologizing ( Read more... )

BJ --

[adjective]:

Visually addictive

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Barry --

[adjective]:

Similar to butter in texture and appearance

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Cheers.