"i wonder where these dreams go, when the world gets in your way." that's just a good song. i needed to throw that out there ( Read more... )

"and talk to me like you don't know what we ever fought about."

that sums up the essence of one of my favorite friendships...though we've been through crap, may not see eye to eye, there is always this strong connection between us...and it's only natural to stay friends. if only everything were that easy.

a ghost of an emotion drifted through my consciousness this weekend. something light, cheerful even maybe. maybe it was because i don't sleep enough, or the endorphins from seeing old friends, or even the lack of cafeteria food inhabiting my body at present. whatever the cause, whatever the results, i have found myself to be one thing: alive ( Read more... )

don't be alarmed at reading this. you already know all the things i wrote here, i just need to let them out, let myself breathe. i sure say things different in text huh? not the same robotic voice that fears the pain of tears letting feelings loose. i don't really know why i'm afraid of crying, it's really a simple thing. people do it all the time ( Read more... )

what if the truth is that i am absolutely nothing you thought i was? what if the entirety of my life has been played out from behind a feathered mask whose goal is to protect, to persuade the arrows aimed to puncture my exterior to find a new task, and a new direction? what if the simple truth is that i'm just as lost as you, and cannot help but ( Read more... )

i wanted to update my live journal with old entries from my uber account...so this will make it semi-complete ( Read more... )