So its that time of the year and Im trying to focus but I cant. I eliminated most of the distractions but they just keep popping. Why am I not stressed??? Hopefully when I hear the clock ticking I will be ( Read more... )

I am done and through with it all. It is so damn fucking frustrating.... everyone says the same thing... everyone.. i mean everyone... and it needs to end... ooh this and ohh that and i listen.... do they ever blame themselves... noooooo.. just me........ everyone and I WANT THIS TO FUCKING END!!!!! or else I WANNA GET OUT OF HERE ( Read more... )

so he started talking to me again today.......i feel so happy right about now......however i wish i could take all his pain away from him......

Another day... all the drama... finally ended yesterday...forgive and forget...is my motto again.. hope it actually works... So last night was a very strange night... i usually speak with him at least once a day...however because i was so busy yesterday.... as i met the girls after work, was on the phone with random people and dead tired....i ate, ( Read more... )

CANT GET ANY BETTER!!! .... except need to find a job...

I am so fustrated with everything. Uncertainties are killing me inside. But the mystery keeps me sane. However I dont understand why people would go to so much extent to make your life miserable.  I think everyone knows,except for her...soon enough she will find her own self and life.

I  HAVE ALWAYS FELT THERE WAS NO NEED TO KNOW THE FUTURE… I LOVED THE SURPRISE AT ONE POINT IN MY LIFE… TODAY I HATE IT… I HATE THE CONFUSION… IT DRIVES ME NUTS…. I WISH I KNEW WHAT WOULD HAPPEN… I AM HAPPY BEING IN THE SITUATION… BUT THE POSSIBILITIES MAKE ME WONDER AND DRAW ME TO BE CONFUSED.

I DON’T KNOW WHY I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS… I ( Read more... )

Rest In Peace Alfred Wong... I will never forget you... tech 2k5 ( Read more... )

so as of late i have doubts. major doubts about everything...and it is quite a mind bloggler... i feel like my heart and mind are not in snyc... like i know what i want in life.. but getting there and reaching the so called happiness.. is too much of a journey... there are de tours during the journey... however getting through the detours are more ( Read more... )

I love the way how things unfold.. it would be quiet an interesting book.. so all the problems got sovled.. a few arose.. but solveable... STUPID EXAMS are a killer..2 more months and 1 year DOWN for UNI.woot..