I'm increasingly frustrated that I have so many questions as to how my body works and yet I cannot seem to find one answer. I search things on the internet, but with so many people trying to make money off of dieting / people trying to teach people a "correct" so they dont develop eating disorders, it's hard to sift through and actually figure out ( Read more... )

posting alot today. hm oh well.

therapist told me last week to draw an image of the bad decision person that lives within me.
anyway, this was my first sketch:

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this question was just asked in coe_bed ( Read more... )

so Im actually beginning to think i have a problem regaurding weight (not eating disorder, LOL god i've know that's been a problem for ages ( Read more... )

does anyone know if ipecac syrup is still being sold over the counter? do you need a perscription/ to be 18 to get it?

just wondering. not planning on using it.. just not sure if it's still even available.

i really fucking hate myself.
i feel like when i was 13 i was alot prettier. im only 17 now, but with this age i feel like i have gotten significantly worse looking.
i used to look in the mirror and be semi satisfied with what i saw,
but then i traveled the world
and saw all the beautiful people.
and suddenly, i wasn't one of them anymore.

i hate the ( Read more... )

Hmm this has been on my mind. Today me and my friend were pointing out each others flaws (thats how you can tell a real friend from a non real one.) anyway, he pointed out that i can tend to have a "bit of a snoby side to me ( Read more... )

I hate being able to feel the fat on my body. I absolutely hate it. Impatience. I think that's what's generally wrong with the world.

If only we were patient. The world, society, and myself has become addicted to immediacy.

Immediate gratification- and we will go to any lengths to have this. Even if it means jeopardizing our own bodies. Or ( Read more... )

no one commented on my proud moments. sadness ( Read more... )

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