so this is a new year...and i don't feel any different.

sometimes i wonder if this is how life is meant to be...

"last night there was a bunch of people at my house, like always. and we decided to go to EL (like always ( Read more... )

"Footprints In The Snow ( Read more... )

back in school they never taught us what we needed to know,
like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart.
for twelve years I've held it all together but a night like this is begging to pull me apart.
i played it quiet, left you deep in conversation.
i felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen.

i remember I kept thinking that I know ( Read more... )

last night i watched the lights go out in your house...wondering how i could get so deep. and you could still get sleep? in vain i blame my trembling on the cold air. but, i can't hide that i relied on you.

constantly watching you ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated in about a month now. woot to me for being lazy.

life is wonderful.

i am healthy and happy.

school's going well.

i love my family.

my friends are awesome.

i have an amazing boyfriend.

what more could i ask for?

so i had an incredible week.

i met this guy...

and me makes my feet move...

..alot.

<3

Post anything that you want (in the comments), BUT post it ANONYMOUSLY. It can be anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post Anonymously and Honestly. Post twice or 40 times if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have ( Read more... )

well its getting colder, and you're getting distant. and i just keep thinking that i never meant it to be like this..