I feel so much hurt and pain right now, but I'm really not sure if it's all just from nostalgia. From a fight against change. I love Lei, I know I do, but I'm not sure that I really want to be with her right now. I'm not sure that I'll ever be with her again.

So, almost a year after my last post, I have a reason for this journal again ( Read more... )

Lei and I were laying in my bed today. I had just gotten home from work, and we were both quite relaxed to be holding each other. Covering each other with tender kisses is one of the best ways to relax. =P She had to leave for her work in another half an hour, but, neither of us were really thinking about that. Time had stopped for thirty ( Read more... )

You ever get so sick and fed up with things that you just want to start over? I'm like that with most of my current friends right now. I believe I've found my soul mate, and when I read between the lines on all of my friends' page, they're all chastizing us because we moved a little too fast. My best friend and her were going out before this, and ( Read more... )