lots has changed. no, everything has changed since i last wrote in this journal. my habits, my friends, my outlook, my feelings, my situations, everthing. one thing that remained constant is my optimism and my acceptance. i have also learned a lot. learning is not always the easiest thing to do, but it is absolutely necessary ( Read more... )

looking through a bunch of old stuff from sommerville/BF and i found all these notes that i had written/received when i was younger, all grammar and incessant use of exclamation points have not been changed ( Read more... )

"my ass jiggles when i try to shimmy ( Read more... )

we stopped at the view on our way to megans around 10. most people were talking and smoking but i just kinda secluded myself on the middle part of the stone wall. janet did the same, only she was like 5 feet away. i dont know why but i just leaned on the wall at the view and just looked across at the nyc skyline and the bright lights on the gw ( Read more... )

my mom came home with pink and clear high heeled kate spade shoes today. she thought they were cute. i think they look like my princess shoes that i got from the disney store 10 years ago. then she whips out this leopard wedge shoes. what the hell is she thinking. leopard isn't in. only 9 year old aja can pull something like that off. she thinks ( Read more... )

marc asked me to be his valentine

i got the soundtrack to wicked today, and i've been listening to it, and then for good came on. it of course reminded me of 8th grade graduation when nicole and janet sang it. i started, of course, thinking about graduation. and yes i'm going to talk about nostalgia, again, and i'm sorry if i do that too often but i can't help it. then i started ( Read more... )

we went to the cheesecake factory, i nice two hour wait. that previous afternoon basically sucked, so i wasn't expecting too much for the night. that day, i missed the bus to my house so i thought i had to walk alone in the rain and increasingly dark sky, until my mom made me wait 10 minutes standing in cardventure looking like an idiot ( Read more... )

ACCIDENT REPORT
Injury: sandwich accidentally thrown in eye

my life. never without sarcasm :)

of all the places i thought i might end up tonight, none of them included cleaning rice off of some dudes manila folders. the cat house was actually pretty good tonight, i think more people showed up than expected but it was ok that way. so some kids decided itd be good to order in chinese food, which would have been fine if no one had thought up ( Read more... )