i've spent the past two hours pacing around, doing jumping jacks, trying to talk some sense into myself...got so close! but, just couldn't quite press the Talk button.

nothing else to say.



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i'm supposed to call E by tonight. (i'd promised myself i'd call by tonight ( Read more... )

haven't seen him in a while, but yesterday and also this morning, saw "Charles" on the subway platform. i was standing, waiting for the train, looked up, saw him walking towards my direction. he stopped by the lamppost about 10ft from me. we looked at each other for about 5 seconds. well, i held his eye contact for maybe 2 seconds out of the ( Read more... )

when the boss is away this week, the J's will play ( Read more... )

the birds around here start chirping at about 4:35am ( Read more... )

can we say humid and muggy? urrgh. looks like nyc weather is going to be like this for at least the next few days ( Read more... )

it's friday night. i'm staying in. cuz i'm old ( Read more... )

i went to see Ashes and Snow today. the exhibit closes tomorrow. i stood in line for i think over an hour and a half. and that's just the ticket-buyers line. there was another line of ticket-holders that also snaked about 2 streets down the opposite way. from an aerial view, the entrance probably looked like a big alien's head with two really ( Read more... )

memorial day weekend ( Read more... )

there's a lot of things swimming around in my head that i want to get out onto paper. but i'm pretty tired so i'm sure if i read this tomorrow i may not understand what the hell i'm trying to say. whatever. need to alleviate some mental constipation, you know ( Read more... )