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[ajfish]

03.06.04 For a long time now, I have wanted to write a solid entry about who I am and why I do this. This will not be that entry. But, this entry will have pieces of that future masterpiece of self-absorbed mental masturbation.

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[littlezen]

How does Russell fit in? Also, now I want strawberry shortcake.

[ajfish]

Because I'm also Russell J. Cockburn. That's my nom de redneck in a manner of speaking. If I ever got around to writing a little bit more about myself or even writing a "cast of characters" I would probably explain the Cockburn thing.

Strawberries would be nice now.

I am curious about the nature and effect of names.

[littlezen]

In dissociative disorders there a fracture in self and each personality has it's own set of personalty traits. Of course, that is a serious psychological diagnosis but I believe it is possible that even those who fall within normal on the bell curve can create some degree of dissociation in their lives. And the main culprit is names. Of course I have many theories and almost all are crackpot at best

Re: I am curious about the nature and effect of names.

[ajfish]

Dear El-Jay,

I never thought these letters were real, until one day, it happened to me. There I was, checking my e-mail when all of the sudden there it was, a comment, hot, thick, ready to go. Throbbing with meaning, I worked over its rock hard structure. . .I mean, it was like rock hard. I could hardly contain my palpitate longing as I dove into it, eager to reach the climax. . .wild cries of "Read me! Read me!" led to 'Think, think harder, think harder!" I exploded into thought and lay there spent, thinking idle thoughts.

Yours,

A friendly user.

What I'm saying is thanks, and don't apologize. I appreciate the fact that you took the time to comment and wish I had more time to write something thoughtful in response instead of, well, this.

Andy

p.s. To make this an official livejournal response, "<3 like woah!!!"

[zenshiva]

all i have to say, is that your imagery....maybe the rawness of this entry has made me want to go fuck my husband.

well done!!
BRAVO!!! ;)
(want to hear more!)

[ajfish]

You made me blush. And more is on the way if I get my synapses to settle long enough to write.

[zenshiva]

well, your writing is very good. dont give up now!