The narcissist in me is hating the catholic in mejean_paul_eliotApril 6 2004, 22:28:32 UTC
I have hurt myself. Not the worst hurt, ever. But pretty bad. It is the kind of hurt that I hate the most, the nagging, throbbing pain that is both extremely painful and completely distracting. More than anything it is the not concentrating part that kills me. My desire to be able to focus is why I never did drugs, never really drink too much. However, my love of focus never kept me from women, though they have a tendency to distract me in the worst possible ways
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The other thing, continuedjean_paul_eliotApril 6 2004, 22:29:00 UTC
So, I don't often find myself in ajfish's stories. It should be noted, however, that I have never completely trusted Ajfish. Not because I think he is a sly, secretive fellow with ill will, but because I believe I have seen the true man. The weak man and the strong man. I believed once that Ajfish had designs on my psuedo-girlfriend (after much time she betrayed me, led me on and, in an embarassing scene, I continued to try and 'convince' her that we were meant to be. Wherever she is, I apologize only for that). I have never liked Ajfish's assertions that I should be more Hemingway than T.S. Eliot though I have only seen him display an equal level of cowardice as myself (except once! Perhaps Ajfish will know and write about this and I will stupidly think to myself, 'Here I am in one of this fellows stories!) I do not like Ajfish's believe that humans should or can be another way or his melencholy that they can't or won't change. It slaps the buddhist in him in its face
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Ultimately, I have to say it hasn't been bad after all.
Want to be mentioned? Let me know when you want to hang out. Where. That sort of thing.
For what it's worth, I've always admired that fact that you can see, and aren't afraid to tell, the truth.
For what it's worth, I did have designs on that woman. Just not when you thought I did. When someone told me that she was the woman you were pursuing, I said, "Oh, well, I guess I won't pursue her."
Really. I'd tell you a little more about the whole thing, but I respect your right to not want to know.
At any rate, thank you. Sorry it has taken me so long to respond.
It's worse at night...jean_paul_eliotMay 3 2004, 18:33:06 UTC
Come on, man. You know that fabricating an experience in the hopes of Narcissisticly being immortalized in your virtual diary would defeat the purpose. Ha! In saying all of that I remember us at the poetry slam with the pinata. That was hilarious. We sure slammed those fools, didn't we
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Re: It's worse at night...ajfishMay 4 2004, 14:28:57 UTC
A, yes, the piñata. It didn't occur to me until long after I had "freed" the piñata that its form was that of a jackass. Or a donkey, depending how you look at it. At any rate, it now seems very appropriate.
Should your humiliation duct ever clog, let me know. I imagine that the same techniques used in lymph massage would work to unplug a duct.
No, I won't challenge you to do anything. However, should you want to challenge me to do anything, I am more than happy to accept. Even as simple to ask somebody to name the last book they read or as dangerous as going up to a "Mike-unit" and saying "Hi, my name is Andrew and I'm a queer."
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Want to be mentioned? Let me know when you want to hang out. Where. That sort of thing.
For what it's worth, I've always admired that fact that you can see, and aren't afraid to tell, the truth.
For what it's worth, I did have designs on that woman. Just not when you thought I did. When someone told me that she was the woman you were pursuing, I said, "Oh, well, I guess I won't pursue her."
Really. I'd tell you a little more about the whole thing, but I respect your right to not want to know.
At any rate, thank you. Sorry it has taken me so long to respond.
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Should your humiliation duct ever clog, let me know. I imagine that the same techniques used in lymph massage would work to unplug a duct.
No, I won't challenge you to do anything. However, should you want to challenge me to do anything, I am more than happy to accept. Even as simple to ask somebody to name the last book they read or as dangerous as going up to a "Mike-unit" and saying "Hi, my name is Andrew and I'm a queer."
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