it's getting really hard to pretend to be happy when i feel surrounded by disapproval and lack of support.

but for now, let me say,
without any hope or agenda,
just because it's christmas,
(and at christmas you tell the truth)
to me, you are perfect.

i have nothing worth saying

if you have 150 facebook friends at uconn before you even go to your orientation, you automatically sky rocket to ultimate loser status.

and the bourbon sits inside me
right now i'm a puppet in it's sway
and it may be the whiskey talking
but the whiskey says i miss you everyday.

i am in such a good mood, and i don't want to go to sleep. i don't want to waste a second of this happiness by closing my eyes on the world. i was to be happy when the sunrises and keep this perspective forever. everything is so beautiful right now and i don't want to sleep through it.

and if i fail well then i fail but at least i gave you something
oh oh, it's better than silence.

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i'm sitting in my library. i just did lots of work on my polisci paper, and let me tell you it is a damn good paper.
the leaves are turning yellow.
i love fall :)

yeaaah i'm homesick :(