today was a better day not as good as it should but i didnt cry ^^ and i met a nice guy at work today. its nice to know there are guys who are nice... altho his might come from him being a daddy... ^^;; its strange meeting people who are younger than me that already have reproduced. well if i could end up with a guy who has kids i wouldnt have to ( Read more... )

finals are next week yay for me T.T i am rather sad recently so i decided instead of talking to people i would just post and post and post until i feel better. this is the best way to vent i guess. but anywhoo i am just tired of being tired, tired of being not listened to, and tired of people just making me feel like crapola. i know this isnt the ( Read more... )

bad day again. how is trust defined? i dont understand my life anymore. i felt content for a while and recently its been bad. really bad, to make me start bleeding again... but why should that matter, why should anything matter i should be happy that i get to spend so much time with the people i care about but i wonder if certain people really care ( Read more... )

here i am crying trying to go to sleep for a nap and i decide to get an chai eggnog latte from starbucks. so i go and get it and it instantly makes me feel better. i still dont know what to do about why i was crying (boys suck) but at least i know i have a warm drink and books to read ^^

today is another day in the weird world of my life... i get to work for 6 hours on saturday when i would rather be doing nothing but watching reading a good anita blake novel... maybe go to starbucks and get a ice tea lemonade and sleep. but i get to make money which is a plus but i will be tired which is a negative but i will get to go on a ( Read more... )

i am feeling very bad today...

today was one of the best worst and damaging days of my life. i have felt every emotion i could think of in the space of under 24 hours. i woke up in a good mood... i went to all my classes, i went to work i went to see my boyfriend since he said we were going to a haunted house. and he wasnt dressed and on the phone. and continues to talk... gives ( Read more... )

its been a long time since i posted... so i guess this will give me a chance to say alot... (probably not) i am attending school in detroit (wayne state university!!! go warriors) and its cold here... very cold... i dont like being cold and my roommate likes having the air on >.< right now i am ditching class... cuz i dont like my teacher i will ( Read more... )

long time no post... have nothing really to say except summa is almost ova :-p but anywhoo i will post another random song that has nothing to do with anything ( Read more... )

Well for the majority of yall since you dont know, I am back in town!! (my mom had surgery) and to clear up certain rumors that certain people have been telling someone who lives in arizona (*cough* susan *cough) im not married. happily engaged and with a supportive family now so i get to have an actual church wedding in about 2 years... but yeah ( Read more... )