i feel like shit. i dont sleep anymore. i dont want to eat. and if i do i feel like puking it. i cry everyday until i get so dehydrated i cant cry anymore. and its all my fault. mine. i cant blame anyone else but myself. and i dont think i want to. i dont want to wallow in self pity. i dont feel sorry for myself. i just feel like i have found the ( Read more... )

Well since it has been such a long time since I have updated I figure (since nothing exciting has been happening in my life) its time for me to tell you about what im gonna to later on today. 3 oclock...nothing, 4 oclock...nothing, 5 oclock...nothing, 6 oclock...hang out with johnny, yes thats right johnny blakey my exboyfriend. now one might ( Read more... )

ok i since i have 5 mins left of work i decided that i would give a summary of everything about my life thus far. i met this cool guy named Stephen from ireland. he looks like nick carter and says i have a cute voice teehee not that i dont love my squishy or anything its nice to know somebody is attracted to me. but anywhoo... school is ... i ( Read more... )

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