i'd been in a good mood for a year, what the fuck happened?
i have my headaches 4-5 times a week, and people are getting shady.
i mean real shady ( Read more... )

how do you feel, if you have a boyfriend, when you know someone else wants you as bad as a dream? do you feel guilty? do you ignore it? do you pretend your current is the new? how do feel? are you a compassionate human being??

i'm afraid of conversations because everyone has a life and everyone likes talking about it.

it's dangerous to be so drifting ( Read more... )

it's fucking weird right now. i'm 21 years old but these thoughts are taking me back to 4th/5th/6th/7th grade. i can't read her or this situation, it and she are so cloudy. and i'm unrealistic to the max. i need to watch or read great expectations, because the parts i've seen are just like this. i've seen her sleep twice now and those moments ( Read more... )

my first viewing of wedding crashers just ended. it is now 6:17 am. and i am indeed in my boxers.

i hate being reminded of movies. i don't like previews, i don't like trailers, i don't like entertainment news, i don't like ad campaigns, and i don't like friends when they ask me if i've seen the latest movie. after the movie has been out for about 2 weeks i am asked by every friend i considered close if i've seen it. well, no. i haven't seen it ( Read more... )

i'm back here again. some things are getting confusing.

there is a story i keep close to the vest. imdb gives it 6.8/10 stars.

and even though it seems it's all lie-e-i-ies, i still believe.
and i try. you know i try. i try-e-i-y. as hard as it may be.