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more gray hair. nearly 2010. looking for ideas for awesomeness.

first post in a while...

more to come

I just found my first gray hair. It's the dawn of a new era.

"I have argued that every human being is born with an innate drive to experience altered states of consciousness periodically -- in particular to learn how to get away from ordinary ego-centered consciousness. I have also explained my intuition that this drive is a most important factor in our evolution, both as individuals and as a species. ( Read more... )

I'm right out at the edge and am reeling myself back in slowly. It was fun while it lasted, but I'm prone to falling... clumsy I guess.

I'm heading toward where my pot o' gold should be, and wondering if I should drop my load and break into a sprint, or sit down and enjoy the moment...

... about two thirds of our daily thoughts are fear-based. While fear is useful for self-protective measures, to keep you alive, it also gets in the way, as has been talked about before, many times... I wonder if I'm challenging myself enough to confront fear. And because I need to wonder about it, I'm probably not ( Read more... )

I was denied life insurance because of my bi-polar disorder. total bullshit. I guess I'd better not die. ever.

I think I may actually be fully committed to, and focused on, recognizing needs and taking care of myself.

(after many many times of coming back around to the same place)

http://www.sfgate.com/comics/allovercoffee/