I <3 my beautiful Mister xxxxxx

I read this journal only as a way of remembering what it was like back then, to really be that small....luckily two months after my last entry the proverbial light blinded me ( Read more... )

i miss adam ( Read more... )

so this is a quick update, almost completely sure howie has officially cheated on me, because i went snooping which i know is the ultimate trust betrayal, but u know what i just don't care now. i'm just sick of all of this. Hey jen do u need a house mate for next year? i am actually completely serious, i have been falling apart for a very long time ( Read more... )

it appears to be 4.15...16 am and i am still wakeful....wonder where howie is....oh fuck it

I now properly have a myspace...i'm so emo it hurts and u should read the pretentious crap that i've written. i'll leave the discovering up to as i'm still to lazy to find out how to add a link to this ( Read more... )

oh joy of all joys there is nothing quite like paying off your credit card, i have just paid of the oh so grand total of £1,650!!!!!, just another £510.61 to go, and my credit card will be non existent, no more scary phone calls from egg, no more dreading the beeps of the atm. The only word that will ever be imprited on any of my plastic will be ( Read more... )

i can hardly keep my eyes open, and still my sleep is with out its factor, sleep well my love. as i will

so it would appear u hate me........

and it would appear i hate u back

so, my life is at a kinda pinacle. i am in debt, seriously, my 'he is the one'relationship is over, my mother is fucking guys the same age as my 'boyfriend' and my dad is 'disappointed with me'. all particular quotes from my life and thats juxt from today. the guy on the samaritans appears to be irish and i appear to haven awoken him from his ( Read more... )