hey everyone whats up? one last day till new years eve, anyone doin anything fun? well get back at me and let me know how things go alright. bye and love u all!!!!

HEY EVERYONE HOW WAS X-MAS, AND INDRA UR WELCOME FOR THE GIFTS I GAVE U, I HOPE U ENJOY THAT. BUT I NOTICED NO ONE LEAVES COMMENTS ON MY JOURNAL ANYMORE....IS CAUSE EVERYONE IS MAD AT ME? I HOPE NOT IF I DID SOMETHIN WRONG IM SORRY. BUT YEAH NEW YEARS IS ABOUT HERE AND I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD ONE PLANS IT REAL GOOD, I KNOW MINE WILL BE GOOD..... ( Read more... )

these days r actin real weird. it feels as if somethin is gonna happen, well idk, but i hope everything is better. but something about october doesnt feel right, well i guess we will wait and find out when october comes.

MY FIRST COUPLE OF DAYS OF SCHOOL HAVE BEEN PRETTY GOOD I GUESS, BUT I HAVE JUST BEEN FEELIN WEIRD. SO I DONT, I KNOW SOMETHIN FUCKED UP IS GONNA HAPPEN AND I KNOW WHAT IT IS, I MEAN I KNOW IT I CAN FEEL IT. I GUESS IM GONNA HAVE TO WAIT TO FIND OUT.

school is tomorrow cant wait, i hope the first day come sout really good. for some reason i believe that its gonna be interesting and weird. but i cant wait for some reason, its like something good is gonna happen. well we will have to just find out then huh!!!!!

I KNOW IT HAS DEFINITELY BEEN AWHILE BUT THIS IS MY LAST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL, I REALLY HOPE I MAKE THE BEST OF IT. ITS GONNA FEEL WEIRD THOUGH CAUSE NOW IM GONNA LOOK AT EVERYONE AND REMEBER HOW THINGS WHERE. BUT HOPEFULLY THE ONES I LEAVE FOR AWHILE WILL STILL STAY THE SAME, IN A GOOD WAY, WELL IM GONNA UPDATE AT LEAST ONCE OR TWICE A WEEK TO LET ( Read more... )

I KNOW ITS BEEN AWHILE, BUT THIS IS REALLY IMPORTANT AND I GO TO SAY THIS. FUCK THE ONES WHO KEEP IGNORING, CAUSE U KNOW Y THEY DONT EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH I CARE. NO I DONT THINK ABOUT MYSELF, AND IM NOT SELFISH UR THE ONE WHO ASSUMES CAUSE MAYBE UR THE ONE WHO IS. BUT IF U ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH I CARED U WOULDNT JUST STOMP ON ME LIKE IM NOTHING, BY THE ( Read more... )

I WANT TO KNOW WHAT THE U PEOPLE DID TO MAKE HER LIKE THIS. AND U KNOW WHAT THIS MUST BE THE BIGGEST CHALLENGE EVER. BUT U KNOW ONE DAY I WILL STOP THIS AND MAKE THINGS HAPPEN, AND U KNOW WHOEVER IS DOIN THIS I SWEAR I WISH SO MUCH BAD LUCK ON U, I HOPE UR DAYS R LIVIN HELL, AND U FUCKIN WANT TO KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME HUH, YEAH U KNOW WHO U ( Read more... )

I SHOULD KILL MYSELF!!!!

IF U ONLY KNEW. THEN I WOULDN'T BE IN SUCH MISERY LIKE THIS. IF U ONLY KNEW THAT I NEEDED HELP BUT IM ON WITH IT NOW.