After quite a few numbers of YEARS! I've finally come out and admit - yes, I've moved. Actually, I have not updated ANYTHING in the past... say... 4-5 years. Sad isn't it? And I almost wasn't able to get into this account due to bad memory and a defunct email. Fortunately, Hotmail's threat that they'll cancel your account after 1 month of no ( Read more... )

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I think I am on the verge of a mental breakdown... which is never good. So far the only thing that's keeping me on the edge (and not off) is Chinese calligraphy... go figure. Anyway, I've been writing the Heart Sutra to calm myself down... so hopefully that'll work for er... as long as I need it to ( Read more... )

There are many moments in my life that I will never forget... but for now there is only one day that I will never forget... there are a few minutes left before the passing of the fifth anniversary of this day...

all I can do is preserve the memory of it in my moment of silence...

my dad is f-ing pissing me off...

i've made the decision not to talk to him for a while... but if he starts anything i can't be sure if i'm not going to blow.. i just might move out for a while... anyway willing to recieve me? lol...

Sometimes I think about giving up... but I know my heart is too soft. I can't really attack anyone because whenever someone attacks me I first have to take a little bit of time to get over the shock that this person (i.e. someone I know and at least once trusted) and then I don't have the mind to fight back. If it's someone I have no regard for I ( Read more... )

Jury duty's been for two days and I'm starting to get used to it. I just don't want to waste this time that I have to sort my thoughts out and figure out what I want to do with my life. Right now I'm running away from a bunch of things, but I guess when I figure this out I won't run anymore ( Read more... )

Well jury duty here I come ( Read more... )

今天是工作的最後一天 ( Read more... )

青空 (aozora)- Suga Shikao ( Read more... )