there's a plan somewhere right? i wish it would take root sooner rather than later.

in a week i'll move back to bloomington which means goodbye summer vacation and hello fall semester and responsibility ( Read more... )

my family stresses me out!!!!!!!!!!

i miss the family members that i never see. I love my parents but i hate how they don't put a lot of effort into staying in touch with our out of town family. brady got married a couple weeks ago and my family didn't even attempt to go. i can't afford to fly out to colorado then pay for a hotel by myself. my other cousin is getting married in ( Read more... )

i miss my old roomies and my apartment and my walking buddy. :-( and i have a paper to finish that i'm not motivated to write.

though on the bright side i get to visit katie this weekend!!! and i had a good day hiking yesterday. i took a ton of pictures that i need to sort through and doctor up. i need to learn more about photo shop

"Here I am Lord Send Me!"

do you ever feel like you're not in the right place? like there's something you're missing and as soon as you figure out what it is everything will just click? that's what I feel like but I'm not sure how to find what I'm missing.

so i am bummed. i just got an email that pretty much took away what I love best about ISU. Father Dittmer, Annie Ombrello, Sean Foster and someone i don't really know are all leaving in the fall. Father D was my rock this past year and i'm really sad to see him go. I love him to death and my faith wouldn't be where it is now without him. I know ( Read more... )

let go and let God. :-) i only screw it up when i try and control and analyze every detail about my life.

i think i'm going to move to missouri and buy krista's grandpa's farm someday. it sounds perfect. lots of land, lake, streams, woods, big old farmhouse, and i bet its beautiful when all the stars are out. my heart seems the most content when i'm outside. i don't care what i'm doing or who i'm with i just love being outside. today i went for a two ( Read more... )

i'm sad. its weird to think that this is how i felt when i left germantown last fall. i'm weird. you would think i'd be overjoyed to go home. and i am excited i really am. but germantown isn't my only home anymore. this became my home, my haven when things sucked at home. i could escape any conflict and i always had people here to go to with church ( Read more... )