Summer has gone by pretty quickly. In about three weeks I'll be on my way to Guatemala and then off to Honduras to start the next phase of my life. I'm a little bummed to be leaving everything behind so soon, but I'm also ready to go. All summer I've been without a distinct purpose and I don't like it. I want to go fulfill what God has put in my ( Read more... )

Well its been a little while. It looks like i'm going to honduras for two and half years!! I'm going to finally do something with my life besides stay at home! I'm so excited. I'm also very nervous, very very nervous. But God made it very clear that I'm supposed to go. I know that He'll work everything out. I gave my official yes yesterday so now ( Read more... )

hmmmm ( Read more... )

525,600 minutes how do you measure, measure a year ( Read more... )

just once i wish that things worked out the way they do in my head. i'm a tad bummed at the moment but i'll get over it. i really thought i was onto something this time but apparently i was wrong.

well lj it's been awhile. my life is still as confusing as ever though minus the confusion i'm loving it for the most part. there are some things i'd like to improve upon but i the past month has been great. the three weeks prior to thanksgiving i was in a classroom everyday all day and i had a blast. i loved my kids and my teacher. i feel like ( Read more... )

so good weekend :-) i learned a few things ( Read more... )

I had so many hopes of how this year would turn out. I thought that once I got to school everything would just fall into place with my friendships, other relationships, my faith and I thought I'd feel at peace with where I am in life. My year hasn't been bad so far by any means but wheras some parts are living up to my expectations some are not. It ( Read more... )

I'm unhappy with myself. I seem to be incapable of talking to people and its really starting to bother me. Its not just talking either but other things as well. Its affecting my mood and my prayer life so something has got to be done about this. I need to walk and talk but my walking buddy isn't here this year :-(. I want to forget about it I ( Read more... )

I have a million questions that i want answered. where am i supposed to go, what am i supposed to do, what will happen, am in the right place, am i doing the right things and so many more. All of these questions sit heavy on my heart everyday and i'm constantly wondering if i'm doing the right things. I don't know when i became so inverted. i've ( Read more... )