In light of new information...

[akasha07]

Here's what I think. I think the people that I let in closest to me were the ones that hurt me the most. I read Hannah Pafford's journal tonight. I hadn't read her most recent entry. Well, now I have. And though I am not throwing away the friendships that I am about to list, I am going to point out why these people have hurt me

Comments

[cody_404]

I think I'm the only person awake still to read this but I just wanted to let you know that I almost teared up and I don't do that but like once per year or two and If you need anything I'll still be here in Centertown as always for you. P.S. I'm REALLY hoping that you get to come back next year.

[akasha07]

Aww, thanks Cody. And don't worry... I'm still awake too.

[iknowyourpain]

well, glad you are feeling better. I'm also glad that you are coming back this year. This will be fun stuff. You can meet my peoplez!

[cody_404]

I finally went to bed nearly an hour after that post, at 6am.

KISSES!

[impishgoddess]

Marie, I LOVE YOU!! I can't wait to see you and I hope everything goes okay with you coming back next year. By the way, am I the only one who finds it weirs that your boyfriend had a picture of Elijah Wood on his Journal??

Re: KISSES!

[akasha07]

LMAO. He just lieks that icon... he's weird like that lol.

[mike_oc_17]

ok marie thats nice im one of the few people who stood there and stuck up 4 you when people talked shit about you thanks you know i tried to keep our friedship together ive made phone calls ive kept your secrets and ive visited you, and when i did you ignored me and treated me like crap and u havint made one ohone call to me so dont give me shit about having a big mouth u were the one who didint want to keep our friendship i tried you didint and ive never said one thing that you told me not to, Michael p:s this hurts me that you would say that shit as much as i care about u

[akasha07]

Okay, Michael. I said that I didn't want to end any friendships. On Hannah's journal you defended her... not me. I would call you, but you don't realize that I don't have any time to call ANYONE. Either I'm not home, or I'm no the phone with Josh. Don't get me wrong, I love talking to Josh, but it doesn't give me any time to call you guys. I havn't called anyone since I've moved. I would come visit you, but I don't drive. I'm sorry I hurt you... but you guys hurt me just as much. I know I've been talked about behind my back, and I ignored it... but I can't do that anymore. You can hate me if you want to, but I don't hate you. I love you to peices... but I'm tired of being hurt. I'm sorry. If you really want to talk to me about it you have me number.

[mike_oc_17]

Marie you know i would not hurt u on purpose and i miss u to death we were so close at one time and i hate hannah p now she did a lot to me and were not friends anymore hannah g misses you so much there was a time whwen i did talk shit beacause i was confused about you and rv but since youved moved i havint said a thing about you i havint talked to you but i have a lot going and do need someone to talk to

[akasha07]

I love you to death Michael. You know that. And I'm still here for you if you need someone to talk to. I was just feelinga little betryed when I wrote that because I had just read Hannah P's journal. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here. I have aim and yahoo. ReeLovesJosh is my screen neame for both of them. Maybe I'll talk to you soon.

[mike_oc_17]

thank god were ok do you have msn my name is michaelbryant501@hotmail.com send me a e-mail love ya mike

[akasha07]

I don't have msn messenger... you should download aim. I would download msn messenger... but I tried to last night and it won't let me... I'll try again though. Love ya, Marie.

[mike_oc_17]

ok ill try to did you read my latest entry on lj

[akasha07]

yeah