Dear Mom ( Read more... )

What a depressing place this is. Page after page of terrible things. How did I survive all that? And who was that girl?? Good god, I was so unhappy for so long. Reading back I can't understand why I allowed some of the things to happen that I did. I was in Bowling Green for a month before I was miserable. Why did I stay ( Read more... )

I never post here anymore. I never post anywhere anymore. I really should, but I've been busy ( Read more... )

It seems like it couldn't have been 5 years ago. 5 years is a damn long time. But it has been. 5 years ago, right now my best friend was dying and I on the phone, whining to a guy who doesn't even mean anything to me anymore about how much it was hurting me that he took those pills. About how I didn't know what to do. It seems to ridiculous now ( Read more... )

I haven't posted here in months. Mainly because I deleted all my friends and only two people can read them here if I set them to friends only. Also, because I've been posting everything on my website. Right now, it's random ramblings and life updates. But once everything calms down and classes start again and what not, they'll be better. There will ( Read more... )

I haven't had time to sit down and appreciate lately. With all the hustle and bustle of moving, and class and getting a new car, paying bills, it's all been a lot ( Read more... )

I ran across Shartzer's dandelife today. It's amazing how these things still hurt long after you've stopped caring. I found these ( Read more... )

Dear Lauren,

Have I done something to you? My mom told me you called her at work and said a bunch of things to her. I'm not here to bitch at you or anything, I just want to know where you have gotten the information that you have. If I have done something to you, I apologize. All I know is what you said to Briattany's mom. Just so you know, I'd ( Read more... )

Well... Things are definately looking GREAT. My mom is going to sign over educational gaurdianship to Josh's mom and I can stay there next year. It costs $58. And we have to go to court... but she said yes!!!! I'm so fucking happy ( Read more... )

Here's what I think. I think the people that I let in closest to me were the ones that hurt me the most. I read Hannah Pafford's journal tonight. I hadn't read her most recent entry. Well, now I have. And though I am not throwing away the friendships that I am about to list, I am going to point out why these people have hurt me ( Read more... )