I have a cold and it just won't go away. I'm sneezing and I can't breathe out of my nose, it's gross and driving me crazy. This weekend was good, although I didn't get to see somme of my friends that were home. I worked more than I usually do but that's okay, I want to save up to buy a new car. I need a new car because the car I have now, the heat ( Read more... )

So today I was thinking. I think I have a problem and for the first time in a long time, I think I'm okay with that ( Read more... )

My job is freaking me out right now!

And still I stay.

These people are like a second family to me.

AHHH

Life is awful right now. It's been awful for a while and I don't know how to fix it. I've always been able to deal with anything anyone's ever thrown me, just not now. I've never cried so much. I need to deal with it. I need to put on a smile and be fine. I'm fine, I'm always going to be fine. Just smile.

I've decided that I do want to go to school in Boston. I know that because my job works for me and what I need right now. I just haven't decided if I want to live at home or get my own place. Getting my own place would be expensive for me and I don't know if that will equal out for me. What I mean by that is: is living at home worth saving the ( Read more... )

Life is all up in the air for me right now. I don't understand much but I guess that's the way it goes ( Read more... )

Today I thought was going to be a good day, apparently I was wrong ( Read more... )

Usually when I write in this thing, I am mad or upset about something because it is a good way for me to vent. I really don't know how to vent because when I get mad, I tend not to say anything and I just bottle it up and put it off to the side. I'm a happy person and I hate wasting time being upset, but there are times when it is okay to be upset ( Read more... )

I suppose you are in charge of your own fate and happiness, but there are some things that you just can't control ( Read more... )

So I'm back to school and it's weird. I don't mind being here, it's just I think I might be able to be happier some place else. I know that I'm going to transfer, it's just I don't where to. Umass Boston is a good choice for me, but it's the whole living at home thing that I can't shake. I don't want to live at home. Working at home will be no big ( Read more... )