why you hate me so much today, i don't know.

why everything doesn't matter to you anymore is a question i've been asking myself.

you have moved forward. it was as blunt as it can be.

as hurtful. as painful.

then maybe, i could start assuming. Again.

lately i've been having dreams of could've possibly happened to him and none of those

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Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I start a revolution from my bed
'Cause you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
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kahapon, tatlong beses akong muntikang masagasaan. nakakapagtaka nga, di pa nilla itinuloy. yung tipong hit and run. di ko naman sila mumultuhin. oh well. sabi nga nila, maraming suicidal pag magpapasko.

di naman a ( Read more... )

remember several months ago when things like this never crossed my mind ( Read more... )

i've always avoided them ever since i left that school, be it in the mall or wherever ( Read more... )

di ako matatahimik hangga't di ko nailalabas 'to ( Read more... )

all i need is a f*kin sleep. i don't care about you,
i don't care if your world is crumbling down, it's not mine anyway.
i don't care if your girlfriend's cheating on you, even she can't
stand your presence. imagine that.
listen. it's just a freakin' seat. you don't have to be such an a*****e
about it, oh i forgot, you already are.
you want this ( Read more... )

2000

first day of classes, sophomore year. highschool.

he stepped into the room,
he was a familiar face, i knew that i already met him,
i kept trying to remember when, where and how.
then stopped.
realizing i have the whole school year to think about it.

no, i don't remember how we were able to talk to each other.
i don't even remember the first thing ( Read more... )

i'm waiting for everything to fall into place.

another semester to go through, and hopefully it's the last.

i have nothing big that is lined up.

i think right after i take the final exam, i'd just stare out

my classroom's window, wonder about how quickly can i get a bomb

sent right then and there.

this school is my hell.

we have a love- ( Read more... )