NO I DON'T HATE HIM.
that's bulls**t.
I HAVE NO REASON TO DO SO,
IT'S JUST THAT I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY.

I WAS LOOKING AT THE 'UPCOMING EVENTS' AT MY MULTIPLY SITE.
A BIRTHDAY CAKE, WITH HIS NAME ON THE SIDE WAS SHOWN.
I JUST STARED AT IT.
THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT I SHOULD DO.
YES, A BIRTHDAY GREETING WOULD BE ENOUGH TO BREAK THE ICE.
AND I HAVEN'T SPOKE TO ( Read more... )

[04:17] trish.cada: may banat ako teka
[04:18] jv_isdead: ano un?
[04:19] trish.cada: alam mo yung tawag sa tutang nanganak na?
[04:19] jv_isdead: tutang ina?
[04:19] trish.cada: ina mo gago pakyuka
[04:21] jv_isdead: ang dali nmn kasi
[04:21] jv_isdead: e2
[04:21] jv_isdead: ano tagalog nan porkchop?
[04:22] trish.cada: ano
[04:23] trish.cada: anoooo?
[04 ( Read more... )

tanghaling tapat

trish cada: online ba si shanapot?
anthony_maingat: dehins eh
trish cada: ay. kasi nag-uupload ang bekbek ngayonchi. baka naka-imbisibol lang
anthony_maingat: witchikels
trish cada: infurhnezzzzzz may future ka. haha\
anthony_maingat: hahaha

anthony_maingat: hoy hindi ako bading
trish cada: alam ko gago.
anthony_maingat: apat lang ( Read more... )

ako:  i'll just see you on the highschool reunion.
sya:  kelan pa yun?
ako:  ten thousand years from now, i guess.
sya:  wag namang halatang ayaw akong makita.
ako:  c'mon, what made you think that way?
sya:  ewan.
ako:  you can't bring it all back, meyn.
         or to tell you the truth, you really can't bring it back anymore.
sya:  why?
ako:  a ( Read more... )

on my left, my friend's playing the most annoying song ever produced,
and on my right, i have my player turned on.
ang tanong ko lang e,
bakit mas naririnig ko ngayon yung ayaw 'kong marinig.
i try hard not to listen, swear.
but really, urbandub's being pulled out now. slowly.
talaga bang ganon?
pag ayaw mong pakinggan, pag ayaw mong marinig,
parang mas ( Read more... )

i kept this journal ever since i've loved you. and i vowed to keep it till time permits me to do so.
i would want to leave this to you when i die, read on and see just how much i cared.
the songs i dedicated to you, the songs i repeatedly played on my piano.
there are some tear stains though, i hope you don't mind, those tears were shed when i ( Read more... )

INTRO. NIGHT.

i held hands with the reality that time can never heal these.
but i'm keeping my fingers crossed for the hopes of having a good sign
come my way.

CUT TO:

i left you right in the middle of the yellow brick road,
i was moved, but i didn't say.
you never knew right?
i remember you walking me home,
and still you never knew right?

FADE IN:

i ( Read more... )

i isolated myself from online chenes over the whole week.
never opened my friendster, never checked my multiply.
the reason why is off the record, it is something that
you guys wouldn't really like to know,

i know, it must be getting old,

i have monthly supply of phone credits,
but wasn't able to use them that much. for the first time,
my phone ( Read more... )

and i don't know if i could stand another hand before you, all i know is that i should.

i don't know if i still have time. but really today, i just realized just how much. it hurts. totally. another reason to break my heart, is another reason to see him smile.

you can take it all away, but i'm not allowing you to. thank you but really, i'm ( Read more... )

sabi ko two days ago, kumpara sa kondisyon nya ngayon, wala nga pala itong ubo't-sipon 'ko. it gets painful to watch her suffer every single day. watching her walk and act like a robot, di nya mabalanse ang katawan nya. can't walk steadily. palaging umiikot ang paningin nya. there are times i don't want to look at her.

and today i just found ( Read more... )