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Here to complain again. This time about school. This semester is like a semester of hell. I lost my drive, my mood, my self esteem,money, just about everything. I feel like I am 31 (in two days), have no plan, no future, nobody to lean on, parents who are oh so smart, like I have wasted so much time unnecessarily ( Read more... ) -
Forever me - existentionalist crisis
Beware this is alcohol induced crisis, but you know in my country, we have a saying, that the drunk will say what the the sober person actually thinks, so I guess, being drunk and down actually is a pretty good filter about how I feel about things when I am sober. Well, ok, that's a lie to justify this terrible outpour, but well yeah.....I have ( Read more... ) -
getting there...to the adulthood i mean :P
The most important lesson learnt today, basically on my 30th birthday: you can't judge somebody, because they are not the hero you want them to be, just because you need a leading example or don't have enough guts and/or strength to be the hero yourself. They are not you, they are not obliged to feel like you, they are obliged only to live their ( Read more... ) -
Good bye 2012
Well, time to look back again....though this year hasn't been particular. Of course only if I omit the fact that I got a scholarship and now I am (stuck) for a year in Japan. I am still not sure whether I am happy about it, or not, I mean, I am here only for three months and well, I knew that I am not going to return the same. It's really a case ( Read more... ) -
Against SOPA
How can you even think that internet can be stopped by people thinking in 20th century, pleeeeeaaase, get real. -
2009 finally ends
Year is meeting with another year already and I think it's time for me to recapitulate a little. I made new friends this year, visited some new places, cried a lot, laughed a little. 2009 was really something different ( Read more... ) -
I did the unforgivable
Today I did something I will regret most likely to the end of my days ( Read more... )
