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AMBIVALENT!

i hate tiny decisions like what shirt to wear today. how the hell am i supposed to handle decisions that will change everything? i'm waiting for a sign but signs probably aren't real. i'm fucked.

happy birthday tramp.

and make this a day you'll remember when you write your autobiography.

things are hard. everything happens at once. i've been throwing up lately. i don't know why. i hate throwing up. i did it all day for two days last week and i did it a lot last night and then today ( Read more... )

i'm going to see an air force recruiter tomorrow.

i'll make something of myself if it's the last thing i do. and i don't doubt that it will be.

i have my old phone number back. my parents took pity. i'm staying in a house with six people two shitty vehicles and one phone ( Read more... )

you would think that being homeless and not having any sort of car or telephone would be exciting. let me tell you it's the most boring thing. my days are all the same ( Read more... )

ow. last night sucked and then got better. tonight i'm so tired i might pass out. but the plan is still to have as much fun as possible. before i pass out ( Read more... )

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i'm constantly being asked "what's wrong?" and "are you ok?" and "are you sure?" i never know why i'm being asked because i don't mean to seem like something's wrong and i'm not ok. but it shows even when i'm happy and having a good time.

(marina <3.)