no parents. party was very good. natalie is my girlfriend but with no sex. car is broken. maybe some tattoos today. maybe a lot of things.

all i know is that i won't sleep much tonight, i won't sleep at all tomorrow, and the only thing i'll be eating between now and sunday is a tab.

i have about $120 to last me the week. it will last me the weekend.. there is a boy in my bed.

you rhapsodize about beauty and my eyes glaze everything that i love is ugly i mean really you would be amazed just do me a favor it's the least that you can do just don't treat me like i am something that happened to you i am truly sorry about all this.i feel like maybe i might be dead soon. for some reason it just feels like the end ( Read more... )

accidental i love yous cause wide eyes and wide smiles.

the best slumber parties involve falling asleep to breathing and waking up to kissing.

life is happy. but missing something. oh yeah. direction. fuck it.

baby.

"finally though, i got undressed and got in bed. i felt like praying or something, when i was in bed, but i couldn't do it. i can't always pray when i feel like it. in the first place, i'm sort of an athiest."

everything around me is falling apart.

i'm kind of snobby. but only when people are stupid. and by stupid i mean "i make sure and put the words shit, fuck, and dude in every one of my sentences." and "i smoked this kind of weed one time. and that kind another time. and blah weed blah is blah my blah whole blah life."

rant rant rant.

tommie's birthday is friday. i probably don't have any money.

marina and i have a weekly date night.

i have a boyfriend with the prettiest lips.

phenomenal.