i wish i had something meaningful to write in here...

fuck, now i remember why i stopped using this thing in the first place....it's narcisstic. here i am on 9/11 talking about boys....

lj has been blocked from our school network. there goes my plan of writing in her during study hall. anyways, its been a while since ive written in here. basically school is fine but boys are stupid yet i want to be one so badly, it seems so much easier for them than us!

Why do I love pretending to be a male on the internet? Is is the idea of actually having anatomy down there or just the whole uknown aspect?

I just feel really optimistic lately. Is that a crime?