As year goes by.... and life continue along, many seasons passed. Life continues, happiness, grief, regret, all emotions mixed in altogether.

When you looked back, opening up layers from the past, it brought back memories, bittersweet and with joy of life. At the end of the day, life is just a facade... and moving fast forward to the person who ( Read more... )

We run into uncomfortable situation, triggered by his mom phone call and my curiosity when I asked since he mentioned my name on the phone. It went quite awry, and awkward and quite unpleasant. Sigh.....

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I feel so sad, made me want to listen to Lonely Xmas song. Brought me back to flashback of my previous relationship..... at that time i ( Read more... )

Meng-Meng had suffered..... her skin is getting bruised with her staying longer at father's house again..... not sure what he is feeding her..... itchy and her atopic dermatitis with allergy flared up..... I've been vigilantly applying vaseline.... she keep asking for "cha you" wanting me to apply vaseline.... poor Meng.... get better soon ( Read more... )

Last day of my parents here this time.... not sure when they can come back.

Things has been ok... Atjiu has been at home and bonding with her....

Another years of my life passed by, few more hours and officially i celebrated my b'day. Sad day, to have to go to mediation, second time, and would not be the last. We had become a stranger. Passing by, not knowing each others. We were so close, and here we are now. Sad, but it's a fact. I have to force myself to learn to move on. I can't say more ( Read more... )

It's almost a month now. No sign of communication from Bappu. All my texts, emails, calls went unanswered. Last attempt to reach him through his dad went awry, and hung up from his side abruptly and rudely. Not even caring anymore how we are doing physically and psychologically, or bother to know that Meng was sick ( Read more... )

It's been a dragging months..... emotionally and physically ( Read more... )

Ahhhh... I'm really feeling exhausted. Same thing over and over again. Yesterday evening, after spending some quite nice time together in the guest room, me my hubby and his parents minus Hui Meng since she's sleeping in the crib he told me that this is what he would have wishes.... being happy and spend happy time together. His eyes was lil bit ( Read more... )

Sitting at the hotel room, watching fireflies at night and chipmunks running around chasing each other never came across my mind. Even living in Indonesia, I never seen a single firefly. I heard the story, when my parents were younger. Chipmunks? Only at Donald Duck comics character "Kiki and Koko" in Indonesian or "Chip and Dale" in English. In ( Read more... )

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