i know i havent updated in a while, but you need to click and look at my journal. its all up to date. just for some reason not in your friends list. miss you guys!

i'm going to look up simply ming and get a nice reciepe off line and go9 to the store and cook a nice dinner. my throat still burns. eeek. brian left and went up to work cause jeremy was having some kind of issues. so i'm alone and kind of likeing it now. i hate waking up and hearing the video games or someone being on my computer. haha yeah my ( Read more... )

i woke up feeling fine. sleepy, but fine. i make a glass of water and take my vitamins then i wash my face and brush my teeth. i get akira all ready and put him in the car. jeremy follows. i take him to work. still feeling pritty good. on my way back home, i start to feel sick. my mouth starts to water. i pull over into uuniversity of houston, ( Read more... )

thank god for online apps! so i dont have to go there in the morning. i can just call him and tell him to go get his paperwork out ot the office. technoligy rox!

i need a shower. i smell funny. ok tmi i know. anyways i went up to game crazy and grab my test scores and for some stupid ass reason i didnt pass. wtf is up with that. how can you not pass a agree dissagree test? makes me so mad. and it had nothing but good things to say about me! so why wont they hire me? omg its so annoying. im going to retake ( Read more... )

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i did end up rubbing my won back shoulders and neck down with bengay lastnight right before i went to bed at 3am. i must have had some still on my neck and it got on the pillow cause my right eye has been burning for a while now. its not as bad as it was but damn. akira woke up cryin which is why i am awake. and i fed him. i just layed him back in ( Read more... )

i guess i'm better for now. just dont think about it and i dont have to feel it. i talked to justin and he made me feel better. so yeah. anywho, i do have other things on my mind keeping me in a beeter state of mind right now. but i will keep them in my mind where they belong. and i think i will be doing alot of that from here on out. no more ( Read more... )

well i guess i'm going to go massage my own back and rub my own feet. and have a nice convo with myself in my bed. then prolly just go to sleep. then i will wake up all through the night to take care of my teething booboo ( Read more... )