001. I watch more tv than I used to.
002. I miss somebody right now.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own a home.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I actually like to play video games.
008. I've done something illegal.
009. I've watched a porn movie
010. I have blue eyes
011. I love peanut butter.
012. I like my handwriting.
013. I ( Read more... )

i would just like to thank miss emily kristine austin for her wonderful matchmaking skills


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2 years ago today:

sometimes i get this feeling like i just want to be little again and curl up on my moms lap and have her tell me that everything is ok..well, i get this feeling a lot...and what the hell, i still curl up on my moms lap...she still tells me everything is going to be ok--then there are those times where nothing....not a damn thing ( Read more... )

warm weather jams:

margot and the nuclear so and so's
david and the citizens
sufjan stevens
mates of state
the format
elkland
the shins
stars
of montreal
copeland
umbrellas

pretty much heaven to my ears. 
check 'em out if you havent already.

the end.

apparently i forgot i had an lj.. i'm slacking on updating you all on my oh so eventful life.

well, i'm too lazy to do it now..buuuut i was a little daredevil today and


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i want to do something exciting..
i just dont want to do it alone
and i dont have anyone
who calls or wants to hang out
anymore.

not unless alcohol is involved..
and i dont want that anymore.

looks like i'm going solo for a while.
i'll find new friends.
i will.

i just feel like crying. 
i'm trying to do the things i enjoy
but i have no one to enjoy them with
i ( Read more... )

i've never felt so surrounded by people who i can't//don't have any desire//want to relate to or have anything in common with.

i'm detoxing. from a lot of things.

things are changing.. for the better. i feel a lot better about the decisions i'm making. i'm proud of myself and i'm glad i made them.

current list of things i want to do:
-start going to shows again
-get 2 more piercings
-chop my hair off
-find friends i have things in common with
-be on the dean's list
-make money = work more
-take more pictures
-drink less
-find someplace to live next year, preferably not on campus
-eat less fast food
-stop wasting money
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he left today.
2 1/2 months until i see him again.
that pretty much blows.
but its worth it.
he's worth it.
<3

good break. ready to head back to school tomorrow.

sooo..

my best friend is dating my boyfriend's best friend..

movies couldnt have made it any better.
i guess good things do come out of that small ass town.

yayyy!!! <3<3<3