i get to see my best friend very very soon.
i am beyond excited :) :) :)

this is going to be a good vacation i can feel it :)

buuut i already miss my baby mama :(

overwhelmed and in need of some serious relaxation.
i need to figure a lot of things out.
i need this vacation.

all i want to do is hug my best friend.

so last night at work started out like any other, i was running late b/c i had class til 4 but other than that, same shit, different day. i check my sidework and then i check my section, yeah, not even close to one another..so i talked to my friend jayme who had written it up there and asked why it was arranged the way it was, she said that another ( Read more... )

doing things by myself all the time can be a little lonely and depressing ( Read more... )

i chopped my hair off and added some reddish/dark pink/maroonish streaks throughout, i missed my teal and its the closest i could come to being slightly rebellious without [hopefully] getting fired.


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i was reading past entries from this time 1, 2, and 3 years ago.. i went through a few stages, hit a depression and was hell bent that i would never find someone ( Read more... )

so.. i never really watched American Idol, but i guess that wouldve come in handy yesterday when i waited on taylor hicks. i didnt even know who he was until all of the other servers were freaking out. ha. anyway, cool dude and he left me 93% gratuity which was pretty sweet. anyway, thats the most exciting thing that's happened in a while. BNY in 3 ( Read more... )

i wish i had a sibling, roommate, best friend , anyone around so i wouldnt be so damn lonely 90% of the time. someone to talk to, hang out with, just to have another human body nearby would be nice. its quite depressing.
what a way to spend a summer.

alright, so work is taking over my life.. i'm either training to be a server, training people to be bussers, playing hostess b/c they complain too much, working doubles, dealing with server drama, making crap money or eating cookies. i had money but then i had to pay my car insurance, ae bill, cell phone bill, buy plane tickets, and still have $80 ( Read more... )