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so yeah, just another weekend with nothing to do. ill probably just stay home, cause hell, what else is their for me to do. tomorrow is my sisters birthday and its so cool. shes going to be 18. HAPPY EARLY B-DAY VER!!! Im going crazy with this whole situation with Ryan and justin though. i mean, im cool with both of them, but ryan has been talking ( Read more... )

For the longest time, i believed that everyday was worth waking up to. thanks to maybe 2 people, i had a reason for waking up in the morning and making my day worth wild. now i have to wait months at a time to see one friend, and the other one...well he never leaves my mind. not even after this long...Everytime i walk by him, or see him ...a ( Read more... )

Well, i guess its valentines day today. I didnt go to school though. I started getting ready this morning and i ran across a rose that someone gave to me 1 year ago today. I couldnt hold myself back from crying and my mom said that she thinks it would be beter if i didnt go to school today, she said that she understands or what not. I tried my ( Read more... )

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I dont know what to say okay. From once ill admit it, im speachless. I dont even understand whats going on. One day your talking to me like.. like nothing. And the next day you ignore me after school and just walk away. not a hug or anything. I didnt think ide let a guy hurt me again, but when you did that a part of me just shattered to pieces. I ( Read more... )

well christmas tured out quite well. Preasants were good. And i tried my best to get other people what they wanted too. I guess everything turned out right. Last time i got cut short with time whe explaining some stuff, so ill finish right now. Thanks For the help Everyone. :) okay, thats about it . lol!. but today is a good day. I got to meet my ( Read more... )

well...we took shavan back this morning. I tried my best not to cry this time. And still only a few tears were shead. This place is so lonely when shes not here. Right now i have the feeling that i just want christmas to come now, so it can finally end. This year im not as hipped up for the christmas spirit.The need for excitement for christmas is ( Read more... )