If I get another chance I will be everything she needs me to be I will do everything I need to do to show her that and we would both be happy again. I can tell she's not happy and I'm sure this is tearing her apart as well. She needs to realize that I'm the one she want's to be with. I can see it in her eyes and her heart but her brain is telling ( Read more... )

I love you,
I will love you until there are no more stars in the universe,
I will love you 'til the cookie crumbles
I will love you until the ocean dries up.
I will love you until Hell freezes over.
I will love you until the cows come home.
I will love you until the end of the earth.
I will love you until the end of time.
I love you.
<3

Lost and tired. will write tomorrow me thinks 

You know what hurts the most? The fact that you couldn't ever be honest with me. You always had to twist the truth just a little bit or omit those little things. Guess what you were never any good of it. I may not have had details but I knew something was up.  The fact that you moved on hurt but the fact that you lead me on hurt more. The fact that ( Read more... )

 I love you. I miss you and I know I can show you everything that I can be for you. I just hope you will let me. We are meant for each other. When we were happy oh my god were we happy and I think it's worth fixing but I need you to know that I can't do it without you. I need to be able to talk to you and know what your thinking or else I'm taking ( Read more... )

I'm glad I started writing everything down and it helps me feel better and it clears my head. I've had a lot of time to think lately and writting it down is helping me with dealing with everything thats going on. It's something safe and secure that I can go back to, Maybe sometimes I forget that and I shouldn't take it for granted. The only way to ( Read more... )

 I realized I post these to late in the night to keep the days straight but meh what can ya do. I don't even know if you will be reading any of these and I don't think it matters if you do. I mean I want you to know whats going on in my head but do I deserve to have you? I don't think I did and I don't know if I ever will be and it scares the crap ( Read more... )

I know what you mean and I understand fully what your talking about and I'm sorry you had to see me in so much pain. I am just having a hard time accepting it. I need to get away but I can't I don't have anywhere I can go and if I did go I would probably lose my job and I can't have you around but I need you here and these next couple days will be ( Read more... )

 I've been so fucked up lately. All I've been doing is working my ass off so that me and lacie don't have to worry and where did that put me? I got tired and bitchy and destroyed my relationship :D Thanks for that one by the way life the only thing special to me is gone and I don't know what to do? Now to be granted I did fuck up alot but I've been ( Read more... )

 Ok so It's been like a year since I last posted and really that one didn't count because it was just a story. I've been busy in the last couple years and may have forgotten all about this Livejournal but I still know why I made it and it is still very special to me. I've had a shitstorm of a time lately and what do you know I remembered the ( Read more... )