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The Last
I've moved on to a new journal. different website different people to read it and this is just a broken memory. figured I would drop this here because it's the last thing I did about the last few months in this Journal. Goodbye ( Read more... ) -
What I did.
I ignored her which flat out shouldn't have ever happened. I didn't talk about my problems with the relationship or life with her so why would she talk to me about them. We didn't go out enough and that was my fault. I wanted to just stay home. We "chatted" all the time and it made me kind of bored talking with her but I could have limited it ( Read more... ) -
I wonder how you are
I don't miss being with you but I do miss knowing your ok and I constantly wonder how you are, what your up to and if your safe... It pains me to not know these things... -
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Is it denial? Are we doing this because we think we need to get away? Or are we just waiting till we both have grown more individually. Either way it's what it is and I'm generally happier. I still think about what your doing or how you are. If your feeling ok or if you miss me. It doesn't cross my mind often because I'm trying my hardest not to ( Read more... ) -
Puppet Strings
The strings that tug on my heart grew slack then they were cut. Now I am free. I tied up the loose ends that needed to be dealt with. I am free. Now don't get me wrong there is still one string connected and it will never go away. I will always love you but your a notch in my heart and there is still room for more. You didn't want it all and you ( Read more... ) -
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I keep making mistakes, I know I do but I just can't help it. You ever been so deeply in love that you are nothing without that other person beside you? I can't get her out of my head and it is driving me nuts. I try to talk to her and she ignore's it cause who know's maybe that will make the pain go away? Thats bullshit but w/e I can accept it, ( Read more... ) -
Love can blind.
I was a dumb ass :D straight up I screwed up the best thing that ever happened to me and it's because I was ignorant to what was going on around me. I didn't do it to hurt anyone and I didn't mean for anything to happen but I screwed up and then I try for a chance to move on and someone she gets mixed up in it as well. It was painful to hear that ( Read more... ) -
Poems that remind me of you
Everything's sliding away from me ( Read more... ) -
Poems that remind me of you 1/2
Here, I sit, tapping my pen against my cheek ( Read more... )