NO MORE!!! i'm working on getting a myspace

sometimes i swear God made me worthless. why did He even bother with me? i don't see the point. i have absolutely nothing going for me. everyone is always very encouraging, telling me that i have lots of things going for me. yeah like what? "oh you are a great friend and you are pretty good at the french horn" yeah well news to you pal, being a ( Read more... )

i am having a terrific time. haha jk. i've been pretty bored. i love nebraska. i miss it a lot. i miss scott. we didn't even have a decent goodbye. all it was was me yelling across the church gym, "see y'all next summer!" and him waving. sigh. thats all for now.

i'm pretty happy today. no particular reason i can think of, but i am genuinely happy. maybe it is because i am only 33 hours away til i depart for nebraska. i actually can't think of much to say today. you know, maybe i'm happy cause i haven't listened to country allll day. i mean i like country and all but i don't really miss it or anything. i ( Read more... )

hey everyone. after thinking a bit today and talking to kristina, i have decided to come out of my shell. i know exactly what i want to do. i just don't know if i can do it. ok so i don't know exactly but i have a few ideas. i really would love to be and actress. either hollywood or broadway. problem with broadway is that i can't sing. ( you all ( Read more... )

my dad left this morning. for korea, gone for a whole year. i think it will go by fast though. then my mom took my sister and me for donuts after we left the airport. they were yummy. thats the first time she has taken us to go get doughnuts since we have lived in augusta. i remember she used to take us once a year to the best doughnut place in ( Read more... )

ok i don't know what the frik i was talking about yesterday. i didn't go swimming with josh and jb. OH ok i get it. i typed it in the morning not at night. nevermind y'all. maybe my shots are getting to me. who knows. my meet went ok. i did fairly well considering the team we went agaist was REALLLY good. (4th place in FREESTYLE, aka, my second to ( Read more... )

i didn't do much of anything yesterday. i went swimming a bunch. doing somemore today with josh and jb. and i have a meet at home. yay. sure not really. anyway, i am rather sleepy.

well today was great. yesterday was to. i tihnk i start off every entry saying well. i guess i just type my thoughts and that is the first thing that comes up. anyway..friday i stayed up til 3:45 am and then left the house at 6 for pompano beach fl (30 miles away from miami) course, i slept the whole way. waking up at certain points to switch ( Read more... )

well. today was interesting. yesterday was even weirder. i was with jb and josh all day. it was crazy. not to mention they thought my borther was gay, and i went through a long explanation of why i know he isn't. i have a headache and don't really feel like typing anything. laytur.