I've had a very busy day. I got almost all of my homework complete. I just have one more thing to do for that novel project and I'm going to do it over the weekend. Blah. Homework sucks. I went to Ryan's with Cameron and his family and ate too much. D: My tummy hurts ( Read more... )

I'm so frustrated with all this English homework. It's not enough that we have to do lengthy questions that have to be in depth and explain our reasoning, but she's making it 300 hundred points along with a hanging mobile that has to be creative for 200 points. She gave us this a few days ago and it's due Monday. Does she think we have no other ( Read more... )

Stupid homework. I wanted to see Cameron today, but alas, I cannot always have what I want. EVEN THOUGH I FREAKIN' WANT TO. Bah. I'm going to get this novel shit done before Friday because I want to not have anything to do over the weekend because Friday is his birthday and Saturday he might have a small party. I don't want to have to do homework. ( Read more... )

Ok, so my view on life is different than your's. I know it's blunt. Life isn't always going to give you what you want, prefer, need, or anything to make you more comfortable. Life hands you a huge pile of shit sometimes, but you can choose whether to adapt, or fall to pieces. I learned from my trip to Brentwood that all of your problems fit under ( Read more... )

So this entire weekend has been quite eventful. Cameron had surgery on his chest on Thursday and I went with him. The surgery went pretty well and he was feeling ok a few hours later. Friday his left breast was so swollen because it hadn't been draining that the stitches were oozing blood. I went with him to the doctor and he cut open the stitches ( Read more... )

I don't even know why I even go to school anymore. I go there, don't pay attention, half ass my work, then go home. I end up doing 3-4 hours of homework each fucking day. And for what? To go to college? To please my parents? To be stressed out all the fucking time because I want to spend more of my time playing than studying? I have every right to ( Read more... )

I got checked out of school today. I started my period. I was so glad, but still hurting like a bitch. D: I went home then went to sleep for 5 hours. That's the longest nap I've ever taken. Now I lack anything to do and I probably won't go to sleep until late. So I hope there isn't school tomorrow because of the frost. I might skip anyway if I can' ( Read more... )

Eh. Boring day. I had a normal day at school. I paid more attention than usual. Go New Year's resolution! My expectations are low. XD My resolutions are: Not to sleep that much in class. Pay more attention. Do most of my homework. XD I did do most of my homework today. Expect for reading the fifty million pages and taking notes on them that my ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking stupid. I have a perfect relationship, then I try to improve it, and I end up failing horribly. I cannot make him be something he isn't. I made a stupid mistake. I just want to curl into a ball and cry. Maybe that way I won't feel so bad anymore. Why can't I just be happy with what I have? Everything must be improved because I'm a ( Read more... )

-Sigh- It's almost the end of the holiday break. I'm definitely not looking forward to going back to school. I love just hanging with my baby and playing videogames. No long hours filled with countless piles of homework to do. No bedtime. All the soda I can drink. -Sigh- Why must all that is good come to an end? DAMN IT ALL.