Fuck it...

[akuro]

Some of you know that whether I would stay in Hawaii for the next year was kind of questionable since with the high tuitions over here I needed a scholarship to pay for another year. So now I'm officially fucked over. I went to the scholarship office this afternoon to ask for help with contacting a last scholarship organization. From the 2 only

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[akuro]

*noddles* Big time...

[kinuki]

*hugs* Wish I could help somehow... =/ All I can say is to not give up all hope just yet, ok?

If you need someone to talk to (though it seems you have lots of others you know better ^^;), feel free to email me whenever. If it's not in my profile, Susi has it. *hugs again*

[akuro]

Thanks buddy... means a lot to me. :) *hugs back*

[drfgeek]

How about this: work towards becoming a US citizen. Once you do, and live here for (I believe) two years, you are eligable for more scholarships than both Europeans, and Pacific-Asians combined.

[akuro]

Problem is that I simply can not afford staying in the US any longer... See I have an F1 Visa that allows me to stay in the US for 4 years AS LONG AS I am enrolled as a fulltime students. Unfortunately international student tuition is so high, that it devoured nearly all my saving to stay for two semesters... and without a scholarship I can't afford another semester... and without being enrolled, my Visa expires and I'm not allowed to stay in the US any longer... not long enough to apply for citizenship. ... These are the moments I wish I was born as a kid of snobby rich parents. : /

[tabenclearwater]

::hugs tight:: Dearling ones, please, as Span said above, do not use the alchy as a crutch, it only makes things worse, you become addicted and you'll use that for the such every time.

If you need help, let us know, we'll do what we can to help you. We love you very much. I'm so sorry things are going like this. There's gotta be something that can be done to help. Please, if there's something we can do to help, don't hesitate to let us know. ::hugs you and Susi tightly:: I love you both so much. I do hope things get better.

[akuro]

No worries hun. I'm not addicted to the stuff yet. I have way more things in live to get high on before I'd use alcohol. Susi... my friends and my family. *hugs you back tightly* Thanks for the offer... if there's anything we'll let you two know. But so far it looks like Susi and I will have to work through this somehow... Love you lots.

[anonymous]

"don't turn to that crutch" Pff, bullshit. If there was ever a time one needed a good potent drink, this would be it. I know -I've- needed a few numbing shots over the last buncha months... -_- So long as its done with some sense (which I have no worries from you guys), there's no problem.

You know how I feel about it, bro. It's not an end to anything, it's just another fucked up obstacle that none of us can really help with, aside from dumping truckloads of moral support.

But it's nothing that can't be worked around, and while you both get shit taken care of, I'll be here looking out for you, as always.

Dump all the negative juice on me if you need to get anything out. If I'm good for nothing else, I can at least do that.

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Koby

[akuro]

You know better than that bro. Your company means a lot to Susi and me and gives us strength.