Fuck it...

[akuro]

Some of you know that whether I would stay in Hawaii for the next year was kind of questionable since with the high tuitions over here I needed a scholarship to pay for another year. So now I'm officially fucked over. I went to the scholarship office this afternoon to ask for help with contacting a last scholarship organization. From the 2 only

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[laimika_lion]

*takes the glass from your paw, puts it aside and hugs you tight*

That sounds terrible ... but don't drown your anger in alcohol, please. I know, it seems to help at first glance... Get drunk for this evening and tomorrow start find a way out of all that !

Best wishes to you and Susi-wolf.

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[wolfekko]

Laimika! You have an LJ now :D

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[akuro]

Danke dir Loewe... wir schaffen das schon irgendwie.

[anonymous]

If you have ever listened to a word I've ever said to you, listen to this.

Put down the drinks.

Raise your head.

Realize how far you've come.

Refuse to allow the stupidity of others to ruin what you have.

There is always a way.

-RW

[akuro]

It is so good to hear from you... I miss you... wish we could get into contact again... when I didn't get a reply to my e-mail, I figured you didn't want to have contact anymore... but you still look at my LJ... I miss you.

[anonymous]

It's best not to talk to me with things as they are currently. Besides, you need to worry about you right now. Just remember that there are people looking out for you.

-RW

[akuro]

*noddles* I kinda regret making mention of that thing with asian pacific vs. europeans... I mean I can understand there have to be regulations in some way, it was mainly the anger and disappointment speaking out of me there. And yes, she said "quota". I can still hear it ring in my ears. Just made everything else vanish for a second when she said it. Susi wanted me to file a complaint for that, but in all honesty... that's just a waste of time and paper. As you said, quota... goals... it's all a matter of definition, maybe she said something wrong and is deeply sorry about all this shit... but I won't get anything out of it.
*chuckles* You know me well... I'm not the kind of guy to look for my solutions in alcohol... but sometimes when the pain gets too strong... it's a nice short time solution. Everything in the right amount eh?
*hugs* Thank you.

[kelfstein]

I am sorry to hear about the scholarship crap. I wish I could help you out, distance is never helpful for a relationship. You have really busted your ass and it really sucks. Alcohol is not going to help, it only blunts the pain.
I am sure the University is stretched to it's limits, Hawaii is a very desirable location for many people.

[akuro]

We'll find a solution... and if there's no solution then we'll fight... and have the strength to go on. We'll manage somehow. :)

[amurussuri]

I'm sorry I havn't been looking in lateley. I'm sorry to hear all this. And I really really wish there was anything I could do to help.

*holds you tight*

Do me one favour though: Don't drink, at least not, to "solve" problems. It doesn't work. Trust me, I know.