I finally figured certain things out and am doing well. Its been hard to come to terms with things, but now that I have, its been a bit easier. As time goes by I realize that everything will work out eventually. Its easy to give up on things, but harder to stick through tough times. I realize things that happened happened for certain reasons, ( Read more... )

i got yelled at all of today, my feet hurt like a bitch, i litterly want to kill myself...and as time goes by its only getting worse... fuck you world.

I will go into more details later on, I am planning on uploading all the video footage to my site for everyone that is curious to see. I really do hope someone can come up with an explaination for it, so far ive come up with many theories which have all been shut down. I came up with everything from lighting from the windows, dust, insects etc, ( Read more... )

im utterly pissed at the world, fucking barber screwed my hair up royally, i cant take it. my head is a freaking square, all my beautiful hair is gone. my head hurts right now too btw. i want to go back ask for a refund and then stab him for being an idiot. like i dont want to wait freaking months for this to look normal again

She is finally back, the doctor gave her some pills she has to get for 3 months, and all should be ok.

So she was admitted to the hospital yesterday, and this morning they ran all kinds of tests on her. They gave her some blood thinners, and some sort of patch that opens the blood vessels in the brain and heart. Her blood pressure was really high and her heart was beating very fast, so this stuff fixed that apparently ( Read more... )

Around noon today my brother drove my mom to the hosptial because she had stroke symptoms again, this is about the 3rd time in the last few months now. Around 3pm she was admitted and they did a cardiogram. The doctor there said it doesn't look like it was a stroke though. That is the good thing. Based on her symptoms though I would think ( Read more... )

thalassemia http://sickle.bwh.harvard.edu/thal_inheritance.html for information on that if youre bored ( Read more... )

I am just pissed off about a lot of things lately. I hate it. I think I will just dissapear one day, go live somewhere far and new, and never tell anyone im there.

Yes it is finally here... usually im depressed, and the rain adds to it, but now I commanded the sun to come up and I am going to watch the LOTR PLAY With my Girlfriend !