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so...i'm dating that girl Robynlee, my managers daughter. She is absolutely amazing. I've never felt something so strong so soon. I've always waited to be sure before I said that dreaded L word. Yeah, the one I thought I'd never say again. Well with her its different. There's no doubts. I love her and it's crazy. It's not puppy love, it's not a ( Read more... ) -
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so...i was talking to a cop...and that was cool, but I'm done with that. I met a girl :) her name is Robynlee. She's my managers daughter and amazing. We're so on the same page with what we want and everything. I think tomorrow we're going over my managers house to say hi...that'll be awkward lol I miss her already! We went out Saturday night for ( Read more... ) -
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well thats wonderful. my parents just called me in to have a talk. they say im going downhill and they're not gonna let me do that in their house. they're worried about my drinking and smoking. say next thing ill be a crackhead. all i want to do right now is cut. i just wanna feel something. take my mind off their words. im fine. im not going ( Read more... ) -
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sometimes..like right now, i really want to cut. why? i have no idea. ive had a great day and night at work but i miss it sooo much. frustrated. -
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So. what's the purpose of this thing called life. I want to believe that I wasn't born to simply exist in this fast pace world. I feel like it's a scene from a movie and the world is moving so fast around me and I'm just standing still. It sucks lol it's a horrible feeling and I'm over it. I dropped school. I was over racking up loans. Let's just ( Read more... ) -
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so...I'm failing my current class. I was doing amazing and then motivation went out the window. I really am considering dropping out again. Maybe I'll just work. I don't know. I feel like such a failure when it comes to school. At times I keep thinking well maybe I'll go back into medicine and just do it. But if I can't even do this petty shit, ( Read more... ) -
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why does she have to mention weight so much. if i mention that we should go to lunch she says she only wants a salad. so no, i dont want to go to lunch with u while u nibble on lettuce so i look like a fat ass next to you. i'm trying not to think about my weight but it's a topic of conversation everytime i talk to her. i hate that i cant just be ( Read more... )