and ya sara if you are reading this there are definitely no periods in my entry and I don't stinking care cause punctuation SUCKS!!! haha j/k that exclamation point was punctuation so my whole argument just went down the drain. also I'd like to say I love kami's entry about calling girls ugly not making you prettier and such way true! so thanks for ( Read more... )

what the hell tonight is not a good night and I need to stop saying I'm gonna shoot myself because after every single hour of the day I said that and maybe I have a serious issue holy crap someone take me to a counselor@!

I'm not gonna bother writing what I was gonna write cause I'm not sure its gonna work out yet and If I get my hopes up I'll jinks it but everyone cross their fingers cause its about time things went my way and cars didn't screw me over anymore. (ya you prolly all thought that was abouta boy or something like that but it has to do with my car lol ( Read more... )

Dang it why do I always jump the gun on things. grr. I put my car up for sale cause my friend Allen Hipps told me that they would give me a deal on their truck and it would work out perfect for me. so I got all excited and just wanted to hurry up and get rid of it cause I want a new car but I called him tonight cause I got an offer and he said they ( Read more... )

ran a 5k today yay! go me! my time was 27:52 which for me is good cause I am a very slow distance runner so I'm happy. Made a difference its something I can scratch off of my list of things to do. Josh the guy I ran it with stayed with me almost the whole time except like the last half mile then he took of I sprinted the finish but man I was dead. ( Read more... )

what a day... confidence level is great right now. went to the track meet and for my personal challenge did awesome I got points in all 4 events so the events I did are as follows 100m hurdles which is MY event I own it its why I come. so I got first as it should be. 300m hurdles 2nd place which is ok cause 300m is a long distance and nicole ( Read more... )

what is my fricken deal. ughh. i am so gloomy right now. I hate to admit this but I am not having fun this soccer season I love our entire team we all get along so well and we have so much fun. but I'm so frustrated with myself. I SUCK SO BAD!! I don't know what my deal is. I really need to step or something. Its really hard being the worst player ( Read more... )

I'm gonna run a 5k y'all can you believe. so I'm back from florida pretending like I picked up the accent but I didn't. don't y'all worry. haha I only wish I had an accent they are so fun haha. well I had a good time in Florida a little too much family not enough time to myself and lots of family feuds made it stressful but all in all a good time. ( Read more... )

all packed up. all learned up. my brain is on overload and I have alot more to take in so I better find more space. tomorrow I am taking the ACT's yikes!!!! I want so badly to get a good score like it means so much to me. plus I don't want to have to retake it cause then next one is the day before I go to germany and that would be hectic. but ya ( Read more... )

word of the week: WILLPOWER (n.) the power of controlling one's actions and emotions by an effort of the will ( Read more... )