I know I am quite the stranger to this lately. but I am bored at work I should be studying for exams but it gets so old so quick so I went back and read old entries. Its crazy, to remember all the things you forgot about. You learn alot about yourself by looking back at what was on your mind. I was so worried about college. for good reason cause it ( Read more... )

so i have noticed while reading some peoples livejournals there seems to be an eminent necessity to drop the F bomb whats with that kids its really not necessary. I have gotten really good about not swearing I just realized that and I am am glad ( Read more... )

its so weird how much things change inside of you without an output of effort. its so strange to think how soon I'll be gone from here. I'll miss it but I can't wait. I wonder who I am right now... how did I get this way and why? what is the purpose in all of this. I have so many questions and everyone has so few answers I don't even know how to ( Read more... )

just to give ya'll a laugh I'm gonna tell you alittle story. this story is about quite possibly the dumbest thing I've ever done in my life ( Read more... )

I am soo lucky and I know it and I thank God for it ( Read more... )

ok so here goes my big venting entry I really need to write in my real journal but for some reason I lack the motivation ( Read more... )

I have soo soo much on my mind lately. wow so much is going on. and I feel soo lost in it all. which is very unusual for me. why life is always a little bit muddled and confusing. but usually I can find my way in it but lately I just dont know what to feel or what to do. I'm not saying its a bad thing. things have been wonderful lately its just a ( Read more... )

IM HOME ( Read more... )

I should not read this it definitely bums me out especially because everyone is all romantic lately and I miss matty. haha although this being gone things has almost been good for us because we have gotten really close through email which seems lame but its really cool. I love it here but sometimes its hard I am way out of my normal element and ( Read more... )

wow I just read everybodys entries and it made me really homesick. cause umm im in germany right now ( Read more... )